Its me, isnt it.

2010-04-29T23:27:00.002+08:00

I AM.
Im gona do it, i really am. I want to, im going to. I will do. I will become better. I want to become better. I hope that this 5day fast is really worth what im doing. God, i pray she'll accept my apology and blessing.

2010-04-22T19:34:00.003+08:00

GUYS..
Well, doesnt life just suck like nut-thing else right now. Anyways, guys, i know you're going through a tough time, but just hang in there!!! Trust in God and it'll be fine. Dont give up on him just because of what's happening in life, just persevere on. I'll always be here, if you need a talk, tell me, i'll call. Cuase i currently dont have a phone now, thanks to that ARGH!!!!. Ohkay yea. Im also going through a really bad time and im dealing with some shit right now, but it'll all go away, really. If it doesnt, i'll let you guys do whatever you want to me. But its only between us. And not those that can kill me kind.. HAHA. So the point is... JUST HANG IN THERE!!! AND I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE!! Btw, dont text me or call or whatever. Cause of the ARGH!!! Ohkay, Stay positive and be happy kay;D Love you;D

2010-04-09T13:47:00.006+08:00

~~FORGIVE~~ AND FORGET,
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~~FORGIVE~~ AND FORGET,
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~~FORGIVE~~ AND FORGET.

~~FORGIVE~~ TO FORGET,
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~~FORGIVE~~ TO FORGET,
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~~FORGIVE~~ TO FORGET.

2010-03-16T10:50:00.002+08:00

Youth Meeting was awesome;) OH, and i finally got a button spare phone. FINALLY!!! HAHA, Didnt go for extra classes these two days, its hols luh, then still put extra classes. Moereover, its only a week, might as well, no hols at all-_____- And they expect me to wake up so 645am just to go for a 1hour class for 2straight days? No... HAHA. So tired alrey. Want me to die isit. Im hungry); EVANIA GAVE ME CHOCOLATE YTD;P HAH, ate it with mom when i got home. I was so tired i couldnt even on the com. Weird.

2010-03-08T21:16:00.007+08:00

JEREMIAH 17:7-8

7 "Blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD,

And whose hope is the LORD.

8 "For he shall be like a planted tree by the waters,

Which spreads out its roots by the river, And will not fear when heat comes;

But its leaf will be green,

And wil not be anxious in the year of drought,

Nor will cease from yeilding fruit."

God is truly amazing. Praying and Fasting for the things I need to ask of God, really helps change even the worst of any situation. God has really shown that if I put my trust in him, nothing is impossible. God gives me chances to improve myself. And when I need him, I will not be afriad to fall. I know God will be there, if i stay strongly rooted to him. I'll always trust the LORD with all my heart. He never fails to help me everytime i need him. Praise The Lord!;D

I GOT ART!! WOOHOO;) GOD IZ AN AWESOME GOD.

PROVERBS 3:5-6

5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart,

And lean not on your own understanding;

6 In all your ways acknowledge Him,

And He shall direct your paths.

2010-03-06T00:16:00.001+08:00

“He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry. He’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy who is perfect for you.”

— Bob Marley

2010-03-02T12:28:00.005+08:00

This is NOT a Love Song

There isnt a perfect love story, nor a love song. But when we find it, i guess everything just seems right, and it feels perfect. But nothing lasts forever. But even the most beautiful things die out. And when they're destroyed, we never want to look back again.

www.mike-shaw-photography.com

HUHUHU, im in school;P F&N now. Okay, ending in 15minutes. Gotta off com le. BYESBYES;D

2010-03-01T23:03:00.003+08:00

I LOOK SO GOOD
WITHOUT YOU

Mhh yeahh

Boy i would have thought that,
When you left me i'd be broken,
With my confidence gone,
So gone.
Hey boy i would have thought that
When you said that you don't want me
I'd feel ugly as if something was wrong
Standin' in front of the mirror
My skins never been clearer
My smiles never been whiter

(Chorus:)
I look so good without you
Got me a new hair do
Lookin' fresh and brand new
Since you said that we were through
Done with your lies
Baby now my tears dry
You can see my brown eyes
Ever since you said goodbye

I look so good
I look so good without you
I look so good
I look so good without you

Hey i never would have thought that
When you left me
I'd feel sexy and so good in my skin again
And i never would have known that
I'd be dreaming so much better
Without you in my head
Standin' in front of the mirror
My clothes never fit better
My laughs never been louder

I look so good without you
Got me a new hair do
Lookin' fresh and brand new
Since you said that we were through
Done with your lies
Baby now my tears dry
You can see my brown eyes
Ever since you said goodbye

I look so good
I look so good without you
I look so good
I look so good without you

Now baby my body's lookin' better than before
Ain't biting my nails since you walked out of that door
I realize now i deserve so much more
Than what you give
Than what you give
Than what you give ohhhh

I look so good without you
Got me a new hair do
Lookin' fresh and brand new
Since you said that we were through
Done with your lies
Baby now my tears dry
You can see my brown eyes
Ever since you said goodbye

I look so good
I look so good without you
I look so good
I look so good without you

2010-02-26T00:22:00.005+08:00

SWEET LEMONS, SOUR FACES. I hate paper aeroplanes.

Lemons suddenly turn sweet, and faces turn sour. Feelings start to stir about inside. The music in the cool, calm night just soothes everything and takes the pain all away. But, only for the time being. Im tired of being played. Why's we have to listen to that song today? Why'd we have to learn to fold paper aeroplanes and the purpose of doing it? Just drain out the water from my body. I've had enough of tears and negative feelings. I hate the way everything happened. It just had to be this way. I hate myself for doing what i did. I hate them for doing what they did. Im getting better. Im growing stronger once again. Ima gona do better. So much better than i am now. Im so much better off without you. You're such an ass. Bastard. Why'd you make me love you? And just throw me aside when i got back? Why're you still in my life? Why couldnt things just stay the way they were? Why'd i even get to know you in the first place? I thought you were perfect. And you were everything to me. Now, you're nothing. You destroyed everything, my life, and crushed my hopes. Go ahead, live you happy life with her. I never did like her. I dont understand, why's she always the rival? I tried so hard. Now im left with nothing. Just a piled up mess of shattered pieces. Everyone's wanting to join the party now. Making me feel even worse than i alrey am. Back home, its fights everyday. Not one day goes by peacefully. I really want to leave all these behind. I want to go to a place where i can be what i want to be. I dont want all these anymore. Its so tiring. I've had enough tears.
All by myself.

2010-02-07T21:37:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, Today
and Tomorrow

Yesterday, after cell, Flora, Jasper and I went for icecream at Tamp. Me and Flora went to meet Ben Lee, Esther and Yuting. Supposedly for dinner, but Esther and Yuting came late cause Esther lost her wallet. As we were late, me and Flora ran for the MRT!!! Felt so silly.. HAHA, we met PAPA and Jared at Simei MRT then went for Weiming's BBQ. It was fun. HAHA. And the truth or dare was like, OMG FUN. HAHA. Jasper sent me and Flora home. And the dare PAPA was suppose to do, was just scary, but ina way funny. HAHA. 5 Seconds lei!! But luckily he didnt. He says he dares, but just not to church peeple. SEEING HIS TRUE COLOURS!! HE'S A DIFFERENT PERSON WHEN WE'RE NOT AROUND!!! ;O Nah, just joking;D PAPA's like AWESOME okay..

Today, I woke up half and hour late. Luckily mama(grandma) pulled my blanket and shocked me at 730AM! Then i got ready and stuffs and made my way down to Expo. OTW, Lucas told me he couldnt make it for BS, so it's postponed to next week. HAHA, anywaysss, I met PAPA, Audris and Hansheng at the bus stop at Tanah Merah to Expo. At Expo, we met Justine and we went to book seats. Today's sermon by PAUL SCANLON was just AWESOME and cool. " We do not live where the HS lives now, but the HS lives in us, and we carry it to where we live. Not us following where the HS goes " HEHEHE. Went for lunch at Bedok. Then we headed to Marina Square for bowling! I suck. Cause very long never play le. HAHA. The rest of em' left. So me, Dannon, Kenneth Chua and BOB walked around and then we left. BOB sent me home with Dannon and Kenneth in the car. So i guess he sent em' home too? HAHA. I came home, showered and guitar-ed abit. HAHA and here I am.. MOST OF ALL, luckily i didnt see "him" today. But, I saw JX. I told him to ask "him" to GO AND DIE. And he didnt say anything. I think he gets the message that i hate "him", alot.

Tomorrow, there's school. And im gona rot there. Then there's CCA!!! Hope Miss Ong's not coming again;P CCA'll end at 6pm. Then will meet Dannon, Kenneth and BOB for dinner and BOB'll drive us down to PROMO to JAM. PAPA might be going also cause he wants to try drums. AHHA. Jasper's the drummer for their band. Dannon's guitar, BOB's bass and Kenneth's organ, i think. HAHA. Flora's also got her band going on. "ORA", which means presence. Why, Esther as drummer, Yvonne and guitar with Flora, yuting as bass. Flora's also doing vocals with one of em'. Can rmb who though. But yea. HAHA. Just rmb-ed that QIANG QIANG's a drummer too. HEHE. Well, yep.

They can have tomorrow and the plans we've made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

2010-02-03T17:09:00.006+08:00

MY HAPPY ENDING

Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And i thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?(even know you)
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you care
And making me feel like i was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as i fall
And letting me know we were done

He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

It just fits so well.
I just wish I'd never have to see your face again.

2010-01-29T22:29:00.001+08:00

BLEH'S STORIES

Winged

You walk towards the huge clearing at the back of the school.
You crss the clearing and sat beneath the tree, shading you from the sun.
You lay down on your back, carefull so you won't craush your wings.
You stare longingly at the sky, wondering when you will be able to fly.

Your wings were bigger and stronger than almost everyone in the school.
Yet, you just can't seemd to be able to fly.
You had Seniors' control over your power, even though you're only afirst year.
Hell, you had even beaten all the Seniors that your teacher had arranger to battle against you,
making you one of the strongest winged in school.

Yet, why can't you fly?!
You're frustrated and tired because for whatever reason, your wings refuse to cooperate with you.
All the other first years were able to fly just after 3 months into their training,but not oyu.
You narrowed your eyes at the sky, your hands curling into fist at your side.
A river nearby started to splash wildly, and you immediately uncurl your hands
and force yourself to relax.

You stood up, snapping your golden brown wings open.
Your eyes flashed and changed to the coour of ice blue.
You look around, you eyes searching.
As soon as you found what you wanted, you quickly made your way over.
You started to climb up the tree you had chosen, big with a wide trunk
and many other branches that will aid your foothold as you climbed.

You reacher the top opf the tree,
your wings spread out behind you, stabilizing you on the branch.
Taking in a deep breath, you jumped.
Ad you landed in the hard clearing floor, rather softly.

Your wings had caught the wind when you jumped,
allowing you to fall without injuring yourself.
You stood up, and walked towards the edge of the clearing and stopped.
you turn to your left and continued walking again, this time into the thick forest.

You continued walking until finally, you've reached the cliff where
the water was raging below you.
You used your power to settle the water, and created a blanket of water
so that when you fall, you won't hit any rocks stucked the the sand.

You had decided to try another way since your were not able to fly the 'normal' way.
You locked the joints in your wings and let yourself fall over the cliff.
You were suprised as you managed to hoverfor awhile, before falling rapily
into the blanket you had created.

You froze for a good ten seconds before breaking out into a huge grin.
You heard the distand sound of a bell, signaling that your free period is over.
You locked your joints once again, but this time, you didn't lock your wing tips.
You flapped your wings, three times, each time more powerful than the last,
and you were in the air.

As soon as youwere airbone,
You clowly unlocked your wing joints, and soon you were able to flap more freely.
You dove straight towards the School's building as the warning bell rang.
You managed to make it back for the next lesson,
with a stupid grin that had crept up to your face and refuse to leave.

That was a story by BLEH, dedicated to me!!!;DD HEHE;D
The topic was anything, and that's her random-ness,
she says she's very satisfied with her story and copied it on
another piece of paper;D;D;D

2010-01-28T21:56:00.003+08:00

BLEH'S STORIES

You look up as he walks to your table,
You smile and greeted him in that high voice of yours.
He smiles back and sat at the edge of your table.

You look down and continued your homework.
After a minute of two, you look up and shot him a questioning look.
The only answer you get from him is a small smile.
You stare at him, trying to read him, but failing.

You sighes and continued your homework.
After about five minutes, you looked up once again.
You see him still sitting in position, still looking at you.

You put down your pencil and leaned back into your chair.
You asked him what he wanted but still the only answer was his gentle smile.
It was then that you realized that the classroom was deadly quiet.

Everyone was looking at you and you can feel his intense gaze burning into you even though you weren't looking at him.
You turn your eyes back on him and saw something flickering within the depths of his eyes.
He smiled once more at you, but slowly, the small smile turned into a smirk.

Your eyes widen as he leaned towards you
You can feel his hot breath on you ear as he whispered low into your ear.

Your eyes widen even more, if possible, after hearing his words.
You shifted uncomfortably in your seat as you felt
heat cover your cheeks.

He smirked in satisfaction at your reaction
And you looked around wildly, only to see your classmates all
avoiding your eyes.

You redden even more and pushed the guy towering over you away.
You ran out of the classromm and into the deserted hallway.
You could hear footsteps behind you, footsteps the you know by heart, making you
run faster.

[ FLUFF ENDING ]

He caught up to you, blocking pff your escape routes.
You stare at him, panting for air, while he watcher you calmly and not even out of breath.
He backs you up until your back touched the cold wall behind you.
You look into his eyes after finally catching your breath as brought his hand up
to your face, brushing your hair back that has falllen out of place.

You remained firm despite his tender action and glared at him.
Finally, after about maybe five minutes, you diecided to give in to him
and you were rewarded with a big grin.
He leaned in and planted a soft, light kiss to your cheek.
You blushed and stuttered while he laughed.

He took your hand and laced it with his own and walked you back
to the class with you.
You let out a smile as you walked back into the classroom that you had run out of
probably half and hour ago.

[ ANGST ENDING/ALTERNATE ENDING ]

You ran straight to the school yard,
You heart hammering in your chest and your breathing is laboured.
You were neve good in sports, and it it showed asyou stop in the middle of the yard,
trying to ease the painful thudding in your chest.

You nearly jumped out of your skin when you heard the distant footsteps nearing.
You force your tired and sore legs to move,
running for the wall that separated the school from the outside.
You became frantic when you got nearer to the wall,
knowing you wont be able to get over the wall.

You search around wildly, hoping, praying for a way out.
You eyes found a few wooden crates at the corner and you let out a breath
that you didnt know you were holdin.
You climbed the crates up and stood at the top of the wall,
looking down to the other side, when you heard a grunt from behind you.

He was climbing up, fast, towards you.
You jumped.

You landed wrong and sprained your wrist.
You couldn't careless, you had to run.
You continued to run, you didnt know where you were, you just had to run.

You're tired and you're slowing down.
You turn the corner, thinking you would lose him
You're wrong.

You freeze when you saw the wall.
A dead end.
You turn arounf sharply, finally face to face wth him once aqgain.

He smirked at you, slowly walking towards you.
You back away towards the wall.
It's now only a few steps to reaching you.
You're scared, and it showed calrealy in your eyes.

He quirked a grin at the fear in your pupils.
His face became a blur, and you're on the floor.
You felt a crushing pain in your ribs and you choke.

Continuoes blows rained down on you, and you feel your body starting to give out.
You're struggling to breathe now,
you feel as though you're being ripped apart with each breath.

You're numb.
And you can't feel anything anymore.
Your eyes roll back into your head
and you see white.

Then, the world stops.

2010-01-27T21:36:00.003+08:00

DIFFERENT PERCEPTIONS

Lost Generation by Jonathan Reed

I am part of a lost generation
and i refuse to believe that
I can change the world
I realize this may be a shock but
"Happiness comes from within."
is a lie, and
"Money will make me happy."
So in 30 years i will tell me children
they are not the most important thing in my life
My employer will know that
I have my prioritiesstraight because
work
is more important than
family
I tell you this
Once upon a time
Families stayed together
but this will not be true in my era
This is a quick fix society
Experts tell me
30 years from now, I will be celebrating the 10th anniversary of my divorce
I do not concede that
I will live in a country of my own making
In the future
Environmental destruction will be the norm
No longer can it be said that
My peers and I care about this earth
It will be evident that
My generation is apathetic and lethargic
It is foolish to presume that
There is hope.

And all this will come true unless we choose to reverse it.

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What are your opinions of this poem?
Now read it reversed:
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Lost Generation by Jonathan Reed

There is hope.
It is foolish to presume that
MY generation is apathetic and lethargic
It will be evident that
My peers and I care about this earth
No longer can it be said the
Evironmentaldestruction will be the norm
In the future
I will live in a country of my own making
I do not concede that
30 years from now, I will be celebrating my 10th anniversary of my divorce
Experts tell me
This is a quick fix society
but this will not be true in my era
Families stayed together
Once upon a time
I tell you this
family
is more important than
work
I have my priorities straight because
My employer will know that
they are not the most important thing in my life
So in 30 years I will tell my children
"Money will make me happy."
is a lie, and
"Happiness comes from within."
I realize this may be a shock but
I can change the world
and i refuse to believe that
I am part of a lost generation

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Now what are your views on this poem?
DIFFERENT PERCEPTIONS.
Literature Elective.
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2010-01-26T22:30:00.005+08:00

HEYLOO!!;D
Well, today during F&N, we cooked Goreng Pisang (Banana Fritters). And the ones me and BLEH made we A-W-E-S-O-M-E! Oh, and whilei was going to take a picture of the the food and presentation, with the permission of Mrs Teo, Mss Martins suddendly walked in. And she tried all of our Goreng Pisang!! She said ours was good;DD And it smelt so naise when we were cooking ot too.. YUMM!! Oh, and the "3/2" in the photo below is actullay the left over banana skin. HEHE, so creative right;D We got 9;D After Miss Martins left, i took the photos and then i started feeding everyone;D Then me and BLEH didnt need to use the container cause we eat 'em, as in with the class;D HEHE;D

That's the Banana Skin i used to make

BLEH's name, cause i was bored;D

This iz an unglam of BLEH!!!;P BLEH's Banana Skin name
with the knife that i used;D Okay, then after school we had the stupid class
commitee training and the stupid teacher suppose to
train the Care Friends(Carebears), got no time so we(me),
have to come back to see her bloody freaking face. Only know
how to waste me time. Oh, then me and SOCKIE went to slack
at Tamp and at TIMES, we saw the "CURRY BIBLE"
Oh and i found a blblie i want!! It like explains the verses, so its
called the STUDENT BIBLE, weird. Might be getting it TML!!;D Then we went to the Tampines National Library to do some reading.
Then we MRT-ed to Simei, East Point and took bus 5 home.
And thats the dinner MUMMY prepared FOR ME!!
And it was YUMMY!!!;DD

Oh, but the hotdog bread at the side is my breakfast for tml morning be4 we leave for school.
YAY! Tml going running with SOCKIE at Tamp sports hall. OMGOSH lor. HAHA, so weird. YAY! Cant wait. TRAIN STAMINA! 2.4 target 14minutes!!!!
BUAIS;D

2010-01-15T21:26:00.002+08:00

HELLO!!;D HEHE, Okay, well, today I went to watch JingXian & WeeKiat's bball match after school. Then waited for SAC bballers to come for their match at 4PM!! My and Sockie standed there for like a total of almost 3 matches. HAHA, but it was funfunfun;D AND SAC WON!!!! Hehe, they're so AWESOME. Saw some ex-SAC seniors cause they came to support the bballers. Then when they were done, we went to find Winnie they'all again. It was awkward while it lasted. BECAUSE OF RYAN, JINGXIAN AND WEEKIAT!!! Sian, So not saying. Sockie, SHHHH!! Then bus-ed home with Sockie and i showered and blah. Nicole Fang;D Thanks for the soap;D I likey the smell. Naow i smell like it.. HAHA! Today was fun. nd during SS Miss Charlene was nicer. HEHE, I dont wane Miss Adeline Lim to come back.. She's so not nice. Oh, and yesterday, 14 of us, class peeple, out of 19 went to RTC, now known as R³. Just because after PE, we went to buy drinks from the canteen without permission and also brought it to class. Stupid Cleaner auntie told Mr.Ramlee. Then he came to our class and blah. First time this year. i think the worse is still Sec1. I rmb, i was damn noob back then. And my phone always kenna confiscated. Plus, im always late;B HEHE. Oh, but this year, the principal's got her eye on meee. Horrid, dont like her. Attire only mar. Need to say i gone case meh? Like her attire very nice like that. These few days/weeks, i realize i've really bonded alot more with Sockie;D Tml, finally got CG again. AND SOCKIE'S GOING!!!;D BIEBIE, i'll see you on sunday;D Dont laugh at the chanting! Friday recess, best sia. Like noone de. And its same break time as 3.3 So WOOHOO! HEHE. Okay, I really type alot lei. Maybe cause too long never blog le. Always so damn tired after school, i dont know why. Oh CAMP CORRI's coming! We'll be going to BINTAN. For about 4 days;D And the day we get back is a rest day. Then normal school day again. So, i wont be able to go for svc or CG.. Try'na get 3.2 Class-Tees, done before camp. But i dont think its possible really. But, its gona be so freaking fun luh. Flying fox will be landing in the sea! HEHE. so many water activities. Hope wont kenna that one (Girls will know).But im gona scream like crayzee bout the heights. This year, my class, 3.2, i've realized its really not that bad. Its really fun and enjoyable. So YAY;D We'll be tgt for 3 years;D HEHE. Funfunfun all the way. Oh and the photos below are just us, 3.2 goofing around during recess with the visualizer;D Cause we had recess as a whole class, -1 cause she's noob, and -1 again cause Rachel Aw wasnt there. -1 once more cause Yinru's suspended. -1 again... Cause this whoever Evangeline girl isnt coming to school. & -2 cause Ain transfered to 3.3 And who knows what happened to Zihui. HAHA. Rachael Anne Dias looks KOOL;B

LOOK AT SHERMAINE!!

The one in the middle;D

Me, Bella and Rach Dias;D
OKAY, BYESBYES;D

2010-01-02T11:18:00.003+08:00

BLOGSKINS
I hate the need to change them cause of some removal of pictures on some site, like for example, PHOTOBUCKET. Its so darn annoying. And then this stupid playlist.

I cant figure out how to put it at the bottom below the posts. Annoying. Well, anyone, knowing how to get that playlist, please, teach me;D Cause if you do it for me instead, there'd be no use.

BECAUSE

"If you give a man a fish, he wont learn and the next day, continue to beg for food (or something).

If you teach a man to fish, he can fish for food or a living." (Well, at least the meaning's there.)

If you get what i mean;B

Its okay alrey;D I did smth else;B The ~~bad~~ playlist is floating on the right hand side now;D

Sadly, im still coughing. Since after Camp Believe. And i got a few bruises. HAHA. Im so careless. Keep knocking into stuff. Oh, some of you might be getting belated christmas prezzies from me;D SHHH!!

2009-12-31T10:28:00.004+08:00

Where are you now
To my favorite teacher
Who told me, never give up
To my 5th grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To the guys I missed
And the girls we kissed
Where are you now?
To my ex-best friends
Don’t know how we grew apart
To my favorite band
And sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see
In my memories
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Cause I’m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn’t for you
I would never be who I am
To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved
But didn’t show it enough
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Cause I’m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn’t for you
I would never be who I am
And I’ll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that’s just how it goes
People change, but I know
I won’t forget you
To the ones who cared
And who were there from the start
To the love that left
And took a piece of my heart
To the few who’d swear
I’d never go anywhere
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Cause I’m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn’t for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn’t for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn’t for you
I’d be nothing
Where are you now?

2009-12-25T00:33:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! [to those i love in SINGAPORE!]

HAHA! Miss me right? I miss y'all there;D To chc members, i just know y'all are enjoying the christmas and candlelight services! Wishing i was there with youD; Sobs. HAHa, &wifey! I got a prezzie for ya;D HAHA, Well, so far, i spent the first night in Las Vegas! HAHA, but i didnt sleep. Was on the com. Then we went to Kingsman to wait for the train to Williams. At williams we had breakfast, and i finally touched SNOW! HAHA, but it wasnt fresh snow-_____- So then, we took train to Grand Canyon and touched FRESH SNOW! LAWL. HAHA, Had snowball fight and took many photos. PHotos will be uploaded on facebook when i get back! HAHA, Ytd, was mom's birthday!! YAY! HAHA, spent the day in Disneyland. It was AWESOME. But really really cold. Missing you guys from here..

Gillien.

2009-12-08T18:55:00.004+08:00

If i knew love was going to be this painful,
i'd have just stayed away. I might just lose
it anytime. I'll run to a place, a place where
all this, just doesnt exist. I shouldnt have
gone with it, I should've just backed away.

2009-12-02T19:28:00.001+08:00

Personal Information:

Name: 丁春诚/ Ding Chun Cheng

English name: Sphinx

Also known as: XiaoDing

Profession: Actor, Model

Birthdate: 1984/11/21

Birthplace: Taiwan

Height: 190 cm

Weight: 78 kg

Star sign: Scorpio

Blood type: AB

His Blog : Wretch

Sphinx's father is the manager of the world's greatest manual wallpaper manufacturer. He is one of the four real life F4's.

From Momo Love ( Tao Hua Xiao mei;D) He'so HAWT.. SIGH;B

2009-11-23T16:21:00.006+08:00

MAKEOVER/FIRST JOB DAY;D
Okay, the words are indicated for the photos below it.
HAHA, okay, this one is when we havent makeup and all these blah.

TADA!! Okay, this is us when everything's done up;D

I love this photo;D As in thee one below luh..

Individual photos;D

Okay, then Me, Eliz and Noelle, rushed off for CON2, sat 430 BBQ! HAHA, It was fun though. LAWL. That day was just awesome;D Oh, and MANY THANKS to YQ! For helping take the photos with Eliz's phone;D HAHA, Okay, shall end here thens;D IM ROTTING AT HOME DURING HOLS!! Okay, that was just my random-nessciao

Peace, LDD

2009-11-12T23:59:00.002+08:00

RAWR!!
I finally learnt how to order SUBWAY!! HAHA. So KOOLZ;D LOL. Never ordered SUBWAY before. But ate it before. DUH. HAH. OH, I saw PAPA and Uncle Shawn today at Central also. Was with BANG. And i was damn high. Rushed home for Prayer Conf. This stupid com keeps showing me this windows proffesional thing and its so annoying. Cause i have to type the words given over again and agaon because it keeps popping up!!! ANNOYING SHIT. Okay. NVM ciao

2009-11-09T00:41:00.004+08:00

(POST IT)s

Why are (POST IT)s always treated like nothing? I know this may sounds like that stupid show, but still. I think it applies alot to my life. Im like a piece of (POST IT). Just like those in the photo below.

You can use them as and when you like. Treat them like trash. Do whatever you want to do with it. Scribble on it. Write important stuff on it. And when you're done with it,

You just tear it up like its nothing. Because, its just nothing. Tear it up and throw it in the bin. Just like that. They're so easily forgotten. Right now, I just feel like a freaking (POST IT). Why is it that all these things always happen to me? I never want to go through that stage of life again. All those liars. All those small little insignificant things, they all eventually become so big, just because we hang onto them. Stop lying. Stop making yourself seem so pityful, so much in need of attention and love. All you did was lie. And it just seems like my fault, everything's just my fault. I wont blame anyone else for it. I still think im the cause of it. Right now, im just a freaking (POST IT), what more can i ask for? Just do whatever you want with me. I no longer give a damn bout it.

2009-11-04T23:25:00.002+08:00

MY HEART ABYSS.
Well, today went to do some stuff.. With FRIEND. Then ate dinner with FRIEND. HAHA. Then headed home. Today was fun though. Despite the pokes.. Watched the new 9pm show on channel 8. It SUCK-ED!! EEW. Boring. HAHA. Okay well, the point of my post today is this. Been feeling kinda down-ish a little.. The stupid problem like sorta coming back again. YeapYeap. Totally sucky. Okay, not gona nag more on it. FASTER CALL ME!!! Im so bored.

NEWS FLASH.
From FRIDAY ONWARDS, those who know im using my aunt's number, STOP CONTACTING ME AT THAT NUMBER!! Im like getting a new phone. HEH HEH. So just contact my usual number, as it has always been. If you not sure then ask me. By msn, facebook or tagging my bloggie;D HAHA. RMB! FRIDAY!

2009-11-03T20:34:00.003+08:00

KIDNAP MY HEART
Hey girl, what's your name?
I think I caught you looking my way
Do you wanna know how to get me all to your own
Weekends work the best
I'll pick the place you do the rest
Hey now don't be shy but you got to keep me in line
Love at first sight never thought it could happen to me
but you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
take me with you
Kidnap my heart
make my dreams come true
Take me away
Cause falling in love ain't very far
Not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Can you get me up more
Fun that I can ever dream of
Could you tie me down
Can you keep me hanging around
I don't wanna be here to keep you company
Put your hand in mine got to hold on tight for the ride
Love at first sight never thought it could happen to me
but you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
take me with you
Kidnap my heart
make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love ain't very far
not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

You've got to hold me tighter
Cause I'm a real fighter
Don't tear us apart

Love at first sight never thought it could happen to me
but you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
take me with you
Kidnap my heart
make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love ain't very far
not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Kidnap my heart
Kidnap my heart....

2009-10-31T22:03:00.003+08:00

RED WINE.

It tastes AWESOME!
Made of MALBEC grapes. HAH. The bottle is like 750ml. So shoik. After drinking, like very warm lor. Then im like perspiring. Later im so gona shower again. SHUANG. Im sticky naow. Feeling a little sleepy today. Im still perspiring in the aircom room. I AM NOT DRUNK.
I AM NOT DRUNK!
So fun. I want more.
Heineken, i miss you..

2009-10-28T22:51:00.004+08:00

YAY US!;D
YAY! Just Webcam-ed with BIEBIE;D LOL okay, today after school went to bugis with NahNah to meet Monkey, Polar Bear and Monkey's friend cause they dont know how to go to Masquarade;B HAH. Then halfway through, Tortoise came along also. Around 4 plus Dannon, Pei Lin and Kah Eng came, as Kah Eng needed to get a costume. The "duke" costume reallyt suited him lor. Damn cute. HAHA. Yeapyeap. Then Polar Bear decided on the Bruce Lee costume. Then Monkey, FINALLY decided on the Ninja costume. Which took like forever. Then me and NahNah went to Tamp to meet Sockie after her training. Monkey, Polar bear and Tortoise then came to look for us as Tamp for dinner. Then we Jalan jalan awhile. Then me and Sockie went crayzee at Toy's R us. Cause NahNah like took her racket and shoebag. Then I took it from NahNah and got chased by Sockie. so yea. then, I forgot what Monkey said. Wait,Monkey did smth to Sockie, and also made her wait so long. Then still dont want to say sorry to her!! So I like, gave Monkey a wet willy. You know, like when I put my finger with saliva into Monkey's ear and like twist here and there;P HEH HEH. Too bad Monkey. But really thanks you all for today. It was sooo much fun. And also for making NahNah and Sockie eat. And Sockie actually thinks that Tortoise is like scary. HAHAH. Funny lor;B Sockie please dont kill me. I LOVE YOU!!;D Haha. Then we also saw MISS NG!!! Then we were at Cotton On, and she also went in. Then Father called. Then the stupid Polar bear still keep talking so loudly when I asked that Polar Bear to "SSHHH". Annoying. Later get me into trouble then Polar Bear will like DIE. ;B HAHAH. Okay luh. but it was great seeing all of them. And MISS NG! I saw her twice today. HEH HEH;D She's so cute lor. HAHA. And I told her Polar Bear said she's pretty, but didnt tell her that Polar Bear said she's HOT. HAHA. Amber Liu is also HAWTHAWTHAWT. Okay thens. Tml im gona die with the stupid drama and push cart thing. Plus got cca, not sure if we're dancing though. Might be watching movie instead. Then after cca, have to rush down to Riverwalk for Spooky Boo skit. SADAKO! Haha. Have to learn how to "CRAWL". Jason's like teaching me lei! Cant wait to see how he crawls. HEH. Im so bad. But its like a once in a life time thing!!. Soo.... HAHa. Okay luh. Im like getting snoozy-ier by the second. CIAO;D

2009-10-26T20:26:00.006+08:00

PERSPIRATION

Today, I pon school. Haha. But went for cca though. Dont know why, but today I really perspired alot. Maybe its cause of the whether. We did alot of jumping today. Im so tired. Now im really stinky. When I took the bus it was so paiseh cause I was stinky. Need to order skin leotard soon. Maybe going with the dancers so they can get they're measurements for the skin leotard as well. Its confirmed that we're gona perform Blue Breeze and the Fan dance on CNY. But infront of the school, performing will be a little weird. Wonder if Kor Kor will be laughing at me. I hope our make up does not need to be that heavy again. And still hoping for the same hairstyle as the fort caning one. So much nicer. Okay, the point I wanted to make was that I perspired alot today during cca (OF WHICH IM NT SUPPOSED TO GO CAUSE BLUE BREEZE GIRLS HAVE A FROM THE PERFORMANCE), and that im stinky naow. So ima gona get showered and get all clean noaw. IM GONA SHOWER NAOW!!

Byes;B

PS: Qiang Qiang, I hope you'll get well soon! TAKECAR;D

2009-10-25T23:59:00.002+08:00

SAC MD

This is the perfect photo A little distracted Miss ZSmile for the CAMFlaring skirts

BLUE BREEZE perfrmance was AWESOME. Though we had a little mistakes here and there (not alot okay), it was great. But the audience was PATHETIC. Make us practice so hard for some PATHETIC AUDIENCE. But it was fun though. Through this dance item, I've bonded with my seniors + Rachel alot. The time spent together was fun and full of laughter. Miss Ong says i've really opened up alot. So thanks God for that. The purple-ish shirts are our NEWEST SAC MD CCA SHIRT. Lastest edition. Haa. Jackets will also be available soon, but optional for Modern dancers. Cant wait for it. Still hoping for SAC concert next year. And SYF the following year. Might be performing during CNY in school as well. So really cant wait for it. My first dance for School Grad was great. But Fort Caning was even more AWESOME! Though Miss Ong added a few more steps to the dance, thanks God we remembered them. SO overall,im glad that my first performance with the school was GREAT. Cant wait for more opportunities like these to come by. STUPID H1N1 take away my trip to Laos with MD. And still come attack me. Causing me to not being able to attend school, church camp, svc and most of all putting me in a room for 5 days and making me grow fat. THERE FORE I CAN CONCLUDE THAT, HOSPISTALS ARE BUILT TO MAKE PEEPLE FAT. But, hehe. During that time, alot of peeple cared for me. Especially one. So, just THANKS GOD FOR EVERYTHING! Tml can dont go cca, but still going. Gona snooze naow.. CIAO;D

-LiTTlEdRuNKeNDaNCeR

2009-10-22T20:17:00.010+08:00

ARROGANCE

Haha, Today, was reading my 1 Samuel. Then I came across this;D

1 Samuel 15:23

Rebellion against him is as bad as witchcraft, and arrogance is as sinful as idolatry. Because you rejected the Lord's command, he has rejected you as king.

The main point is the arrogance part. When I read it, it like reminded me of DANIELLE. HEH HEH. I know luh, I very bad, but I just, well, yea. I seriously didnt know arrogance is that sinful. Its about Saul rejecting God's command and blah.. So, if im arrogant, YOU MUST TELL ME.. Its so sinfulD; Okay well, today was tiring. Had Dance Rhehersals at the dance studio at from 330 to 6. But we only started at like around 430. Miss Ong, added some new steps into the dance, so we have to ADJUST!! But it was okay luh, solves the walking part. Im so tired. My point shoes really look like that lei.. Haha. So horrible right. But I think its nice, in a way.. LOL.

DANCERS

Technique, Life, Figure, Flexibility

I want the freedom. I want to throw away this life. No privacy. Watch me fly. Im gona be free. I want to get what I want. I want to grow more, I want all these, I want to be able to serve more. I want to fly. I want to be free. I dont want all these nonsense.

PS: MONKEY, dont sad luh okay? Must be happy. And stop thinking of all those negative things. And dont worry, i'll pray for you okay? You say you at most go be gigglo. Crayzee. Go lor, go lor. See what I will do to you. Must be happy kay!! SMILE SMILE SMILE;D;D;D

OKAY IM GOING TO SHOWER

NAOW!!

IM SO SMELLY NAOW..

IM GONA BE CLEAN SOON;D

2009-10-21T20:07:00.003+08:00

CONFUSION.
I think i've lost it.
The choice between the two.
So different, yet so alike.
I HATE DECISIONS.

For now, I just want only you.

2009-10-18T21:36:00.005+08:00

UNTOUCHED
I go, Ooo Ooo
You go, Ahh Ahh
Lalalala Lalalala

I can Lalalala Lalala
I wanna, wanna, wanna get, get, get what i want
Dont stop
Give me, give me, give me what you got, got
Cause I cant wait, wait, wait any more, more, more, more
Dont even talk about the consequence
Cause right now you're the only thing that's making any sense to me
And I dont give a damn what they say, what they think, think
Cause you're the only one who's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time for and ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye (bye bye bye)

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just cant resist you
Its not enough to say that i miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I cant forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched
And I need so much

See you, breathe you, I want to be you
Lalalala Lalalala
You can take, take, take, take, take, time, time
To live, live the way you gotta, gotta live your life
Give me, give me, give me all of you, you
Dont be scared
I'll see you through the loneliness of one more, more, more
Dont even think about what right or wrong, wrong or right
Cause in the end its only you and me and no one else else is gonna be around
To answer all the questions left behind
And you and I are meant to be so even if the world falls down today
You've still got me to hold you up, up
And I will never let you down (down)

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just cant resist you
Its not enough to say that i miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I cant forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched
Lalalala Lalalala
Untouched
Lalalala Lalalala

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just cant resist you
Its not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I cant forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just cant resist you
Its not enough to say that miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I cant forget
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched, Untouched, Untouched

I want you

Monday's finally nearer.
But still, it'll be another week before I get to see you.
I cant text you though.
I've just lost my phone.
I feel so empty without it.
Wrst still, everything's in it.
Including the dance schedule.
I MISS MY W910i.
But, you know I miss you more.

2009-10-13T22:58:00.003+08:00

LITERATURE.
It seems only yesterday I used to believe
There's nothing under my skin but light
If you cut me I would shine
But now when I fall upon the sidewalks of life
I skin my knees. I bleed.

A sweet talking, sugar coated candyman.

I'll do my best &let God do the rest.

Suddenly missing you loads.

2009-10-12T18:33:00.002+08:00

The complicated shit of life.
I dont want anymore of this. Love sucks the way it is. I'd rather have a plastic mind. I'd rather be a robot. I'd rather not feel life than get hurt. Go away. The only love I can accept is the love of friends. Nothing beyond that. Its too much to handle. Im so confused.

When you're safe inside your room
You tend to to dream of a place
Where nothing's harder then it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and
What it means.

But what I know is that one simple thing. I still do.

2009-10-11T22:52:00.002+08:00

Start.

Monday to friday.
Then I'll be free.

2009-10-04T23:59:00.002+08:00

REJECTED my Polo.

Oh &benjamin Thang was nice today. As in to me. So weird. But its KOOLZ;D

2009-10-02T21:40:00.005+08:00

Well, yesterday was my BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Daddy bought my an mp4;D;D;D Darwin korkor bought me a new bag;D Cause mine got HOLE. And I also received many presents from many other wonderful peeple;D But its okay if you nvr give luh. AT LEAST YOU WISHED ME!!!;D My phone kenna spammed. Haha. But thanks guys;D

THE BEST PART OF YESTERDAY!!!!:
W212 celebrated my birthday for me;D Was like talking to papa [and splitting; stretching..], then they suddenly off the lights and here comes the swiss roll!!! Haha. The shirt from them is totally AWESOME!!!!! Wearing it on sunday;D;D;D Prayed for me oso;D I love you guys. I'd rather go to church with you guys than do anything else;D I'd rather not go to L.A. during my hols to spend christmas with you guys. I didnt get to celebrate christmas with E316 last year. And this year I cant celebrate christmas with youg uys cause i'll be in L.A. That's just the worst part. But never mind that. I know they'll be more christmas' to share with you guys;D Ya'll are the best;D Oh and papa, thanks for the card;D HAHAHA!!! Cant wait for it!!!! SUNDAY!!!!!

YeapYeap. And Sunday's oso NahNah's Hari Raya party thing. So FUN. Can see meow meows;D
Haha. Okay luh, here's some stupid RIS LOW! videos;D Enjoy;D ?Heh heh;D;D;D

2009-09-30T00:45:00.005+08:00

When I hear you say it, I almost believe it.

Life is getting harder day by day.

&I dont what to do, what to say.

- LiTTlEdRuNKeNDaNCeR

2009-09-26T21:24:00.007+08:00

FIRST DANCE PERFORMANCE!!

This picture looks kinda distorted lor..

Before I tie my hair...

Haha, can wear go out liao lor..;P

After the performance going to change.

Hahaha, the red fbts in the background is mine!!!;X

The make up is damn thick luh.

Irritating. I hate putting on make up..

SEE SEE SEE!!!

Got flower at the side!!!!;D HEH HEH;D

When I taking out the pins and all, then I look like this.

Its like so AHLIAN! Like a 16 year old ahlian. OR EVEN SLUT.

Haha. So disgusting can. Haha. Today dancing halfway I suddenly saw that stupid beachball at the coner of my eye. Haha. HATE HER TO THE MAX! Smart peeple will know who im talking bout. Haha. DONT tag her name. I'll got into serious trouble. Its true okay.. And i've alrey gotten myself into enought trouble. I kenna detetion cause of it lor. Sian. Haiz. Throught this dance item, I think I really bonded with the seniors.. Even Meredith. At first I like didnt like her cause I tot she's like scary;P Then actually she's okay lei. She today like abit siao oso. Very high, HAHA. I LOVE THE COSTUME LOR!!! Ahaha. But the tome of the blue is different for everyone, as in the bottom part. I brought home my costume to wash!! Haha. A few peeple I know saw me in the constume. MISS NG LOOK SO GIRL TODAY! So weird, I prefer her normal look;D yOU KNOW YOU KNOW YOU KNOW!!!! Alot of peeple cannot recognize me today lei.. HEH HEH;D Also saw many of our seniors today;D HAPPYHAPPY;D Was so nervous and I was jumping like a mad woman, literally, before the performance.. When the curtains open, I had butterflies in my stomach!!! But everntually managed to calm down and it went on smoothly. But we started damn late. Cause we couldnt hear the music. As the starting is like bird chirping, its like damn soft. But I dont think the audience noticed.. Haha. Janeen blanked out.. Haha. Luckily I didnt mess up and forgot the steps. But NahNah said I looked very scary. TOO FIERCE? Hmm.. Okay bah. I dont know what expression to put on. Haha. Next performance at fort canning;D Cant wait. and hopefully CNY. Seriously hoping that next year we'll have school concert.

NICOLE FANG! I will really really miss you after you transfer.. I absoloutely cant believe you're abandoning us! &we still need you for blue breeze.[For those who dont know, its the dance item] I LOVE YOU!;D

And to all graduating seniors, CONGRATS!!!;D

2009-09-23T23:07:00.003+08:00

THREE PLASTERS &FOUR BLISTERS.

2009-09-21T00:03:00.010+08:00

Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow over head
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past I just cant seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the coners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love

Ooh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just see the signs
I know that its out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed sone light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And i'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess im hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Ooooohhhh.
Ooooohhhh,
Ooooohhhh

There are moments when I dont know if its real
Or if anybody feels the way i feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you
Im hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me start again
You know that i'll be there for you in the end

Ooooohhh.
Ooooohhh,
Ooooohhh
Ooooohhh.
Ooooohhh,
Ooooohhh
Ooooohhh.

2009-09-20T00:56:00.002+08:00

SAC MD.
Performance next saturday. In school, for some who knows what shit. Blister, friction crap in the dance studio during rehersals. Muscle pull, most prob due to oversplittin'. Disturbin' my sleep. What's this man? Next week, rehersals min 2, max 3. Aint no time to practice. We only got 1, more, week. After that its gona outside. 25 October, Fort Canning. Still dont know where the hell its gona be and havent gotten costumes. Hairstyle is gona be damn weird. Adjusting to the timing for cannon. Stupid timing, space and steps. Its all about the dance. Making it right. CANNON! Gona overcome it manz.. More energy, less slop. More pespirations. More energy. More rememberin'. We need more time.

2009-09-12T21:51:00.006+08:00

Hey, really thanks you to all those peeple who tried to make me smile yesterday. I really appreciate it. I know I said I hate emo peeple and I emo-ed but I just didnt know how to face y'all after breaking the flower pot. I only acted like "a crayzee housewife"[according to darwin] to keep myself from thinking bout it and facing you guys. Really sorry bout ignoring you and just keep cleaning. But really thanks you for making me smile again. Dont worry, its plastered to my face now. I hope it wont drop off again;D But with you guys here by my side, I dont think it ever will. Cheers;D LOVEE YOU GUYS TO THE MAX!;D

2009-09-11T01:55:00.002+08:00

MCFLY - LONELY

It's only been a day
But it's like I can't go on
I just wanna say
I never meant to do you wrong
And remember you told me baby
Something's gotta give
If I can't be the one to hold you baby
I dont think I could live

Now I'm so sick of being lonely
This is killing me so slowly
Don't pretend that you dont know me
That's the worst thing you could do
Now I'm singing such a sad song
These things never seem to last long
Something that I never planned, on
Help me baby, I'm so sick of being lonely

Your stuff's in my house
So many things I can't ignore
Your clothes still on the couch, yeah
Your photo's on my freezer door
And I remember you told me baby
Something's gotta give
If I can't be the one to hold you baby
I dont think I could live

Now I'm so sick of being lonely
This is killing me so slowly
Don't pretend that you don't know me
That's the worst thing you could do
Now I'm singing such a sad song
These things never seems to last long
Something that I neve planned, no
Help me baby, I'm so sick of being lonely
la la la la laaaaa (3x)
I'm so lonely
la la la la laaaaa (3x)

And I remember you told me baby
Something's gotta give?
If I cant be the one to hold you baby
I dont think I could live
Now I'm so sick of being lonely
This is killing me so slowly
Don't pretend that you dont know me
That's the worst thing you could do
And now I'm singing such a sad song
These things never seem to last long
Something that I never planned, on
Help me baby, I'm so sick of being lonely
I'm so lonely

"And I remember you told me baby
Something's gotta give
If I cant be the one to hold you
I dont think I could live
Now I'm so sick of being lonely
This is killing me so slowly
Don't pretend that you dont know me
That's the worst thing you could do"

These words just seem so familar.

2009-09-10T01:22:00.014+08:00

HELLO PEEPLE!;D

Well, ytd went for Audris' Burfday at Pulawan Beach; Sentosa. I got tanner;D YAY! Audris, Tammy, Jean, Imelda, Rachel, Audris' mom and I were like there. Her mom was mostly taking photo of us. Haha. Rachel and Tammy were tanning the whole time. Except when we were plaing Water Bombs. SHIOK! Haha. My flowery top transformed into what looked like a bikini top. Okay, yea. Weird. Msn dp can see. Yea. Showered at Audris house and I saw my back. It was like so red, and got the line.. Haha. Can see in the photo below;P

Haha. Can see right? Hehe. It not pain at all. Dont worry;D Well, today[WEDNESDAY] I LIKE FINALLY WENT TO TAKE MY MEASUREMENTS!!!! Well, at first is going alone, but haha, FRIEND accompanied me;D THANKS YOU FRIEND!!!;D And most of all taking my nonsense and following me walk here and there cause we cant find place to sit. And end up sit at mrt stairs. AND ITS ALL MY FAULT!!! SORRY FRIEND! Tai wei qu ni le;X Next time cannot. OH AND THANKS YOU FOR REMINDING ME TO POST THIS POST!!!;D

SEE THE RECEIPT?? Its paid by me. For the Bacon & Cheese balls.[I KNOW IT SOUNDS SUPER WRONG;P] I ordered prawn balls leh. The auntie blur. FRIEND order the Bacon & Cheese can.. So FRIEND paid for mine and I paid for FRIEND'S!!!! SO KOOLZ RITE!!! Haha. Well, I THINK IT IS!!! Haha. We walked for SUPER long to find place to sit and eat. [AGAIN, MY FAULT. SORRY!] Went the Bugis Junction's basement 2 and found that is was a carpark! I didnt know Bugis Junction got carpark. LOL. Yea, then I was saying sit on top of the car and eat;P Can sit on the floor and eat. Can sit at the stairs in the boulding and eat. Yea i know im full of crap.. But still.. HAHA. Today had lotsa laughs;D We also went to iluma. I SWEAR I'VE NVR HEARD OF IT BEFORE. It looks like a big cinema. And it smells like the cinema too. FRIEND says its cause there's a big cinema upstairs;D Haha. Then we sat at this place for quite awhile. Looking through FRIEND'S notebook of weird and nice and cute and funny stuff;D Hehe.. And it got really cold and we left. Oh and we went to cold storage oso! Okay luh, better end here. FRIEND want to read and I have to read FRIEND'S post today then FRIEND can go sleep early which is good! I have to sleep soon too cause tml cca is supposedly to start at 330pm, but cause of our dance item, 2 hours earlier. So start at 130, then ending maybe 530 or 630 or 530 to 6[IN-BETWEEN; 545?] Haiya I dont know luh! But will be somewhere there.. PERFORMANCE DATES!:

26 September 2009

25 October 2009

Chinese New Year 2010

THANKS YOU FRIEND! SLEEP SOON KAY!!;D

FRIEND says FRIEND feels honoured to

see so many of FRIEND'S name!!!

HAHAHA;D[editted]

Im using the word "FRIEND" instead of

my friend's name cause im not suppose to.

So yea. DONT ASK ME OKAY!!!

I WONT TELL YOU;X

NANNY NANNY POO POO!;P

2009-09-07T20:02:00.003+08:00

BY WEDNESDAY! FOR SURE!

I have to go take measurements on wednesday. If not peeple wont see me on friday and sunday and monday. Performance for the school and parents on september 26. October 25 performance at fort caning. Peeple[as in friends] should be able to come and watch. Even though I dont higher recomend it, BECAUSE IM IN THE DANCE. Haha, and you can see all my fats. That's EEW. So yea. Costume is quite nice. Cute actually. Shorts? WOW. Haha. The dance is called BLUE BREEZE. Very calming-ish music;D HAHAHA;D Okay, this is my first performance from cca. I mean like I got perform last time when I was still in ballet, but still. HAHA. Okay luh, not that afriad of going to perform anymore, but still paiseh luh. NEED TO GO RUNNING SOON. Tml's Audris bufday.. Going Sentosa again. Sunday games were so fun. FLYING FISHBALLS! Okay, Arms and stomach muscles hurt like crayzeee during to doing wheelbarrow[idontknowhowtospell], so cca was bad today. But my I felt my splits improving thanks to nicole and rachel. And the overspliting. Today had extra geog lesson in the AVT, started at 1030, and guess what, I WOKE UP AT 1030! Got ready and LUCKILY daddy[real, not Edwin] send me go school, so I was like half an hour late, ONLY. Class ended at 1230. Went to Korkor's house with Jellie to slack awhile then headed to macs. Then went for cca. And now im damn smelly. SWEATSWEATSWEAT! All my hardwork. HEHE. Tml still got math extra class, then Audris burfday at Sentosa. Okay thens, shall end here.

IM GOING TO BATHE NOW! LALALALALALA~

Ciao;D

***EDITED

Okay, I finished bathing. And also changed my blogskin. Haha. Just now, my AH MA BUY ALOT OF WANG ZAI FOR ME!!!!;D YAY!!! AHMA I LOVE YOU CAN!!!! YOU'RE THE BEST MANZ!;D

2009-08-26T20:40:00.003+08:00

4 DAYS.
Its been 4 DAYS since I last talked to mom. Im an idiotic idiot. She said i'd hurt her bad this time. What about me? She hurt me too. She's not the only victim. I only hurt you in order to protect myself. I've never had a cold war with her before. Its just about water baptism and we can fight until like this. What about worse situations? Im only fighting for what I want. &i wont give up so easily. I believe I will be water baptised. Even if I have to wait till im twenty one. I dont care what it takes, all I know is that I want what I want and I will get it. Nothing's gona stop me.

2009-08-24T20:45:00.002+08:00

IT WASNT THAT BAD ACTUALLY.
Well, seeing Marcus there at Yiling's place wasnt that bad after all. I freaked when I saw a snail while trying to pull Tash back to the house, barefooted. On the road it hurt, alot. I did alot of stupid stuffs. Ended up having to be punished for disrupting PRINCESS YILING'S SPEECH. So me, Darren(i think) and Wekean(i think also) had to run a short distance and back. I was so smelly. Well, made new friends. Freaked out with Yiling during the stormy night in her room about the lightning and thunder(HAHA). Then fell asleep while she was talking to me. That's according to her. Well, that's it thens. PEACE;D

2009-08-20T22:51:00.001+08:00

This Saturday's Yiling's 18 birthday party. Marcus' gona be there. Im so gona regret this. But who cares about him. Im gona just enjoy myself and keep myself occupied with my other friends. Its E316 reunion. Even though Micah and Meleah arent here, I believe they're in each of our hearts. So they'll be there mentally and soul-ley.

Just realized, family stuff's getting from bad to worse. Brother's getting more stubborn, doesnt listen at all. All he knows is how to cry. Stupid cousin, (at least finally stopped shitting in his pants. HE'S PRIMARY 2!) keeps shouting at him. Sister just sits there, "watching the show". Mom and Dad's hardly home. I cant be bothered with them. I cant stand the noise. Why do others think I have a good life? Mom and Dad dont even know what I truly want. All they care about is my studies and coming home early. I want to go for water baptism. I want to help out more in church. I want normal parents, not weird ones like they alrey are. I want Daddy to stop being a coward, he's always complaining to Mommy saying I come home too late and I shoudnt go to MY CHURCH. Mommy refers this to scolding. Why cant he just stop being a COWARD and just talk to me? Is it that hard to communicate with me? Im starting to hate you both more. Mommy, one day you might even be like Daddy, just an atm machine. Im okay with asking Daddy for money, but I feel so horrible when I ask it from Mommy. I still want my meowmeows back. I miss them so much. I want to know why we spend so much on things that we dont really need? If They dont want the money, they can always DONATE it to me. I want a few stuffs. I want them to keep their promises. Mostly. I want church most. Church is my everything.
Math became a free period today. 55 minutes of freedom and funfunfun! Plus not having Mrs Lopez and Mdm Xie in class during homeroon adds another 55 minutes. Quality time with classmates. Good. Okay, i've finally decided to go ahead with WaterBaptism. I dont care. I want to. I cried over it.(DARWIN KNOWS! !!!!) Yea, I can cry over church stuff, which shows how much it means to me. Looking forward. BE OPTIMISTIC!

WATER BAPTISM!

Imgoingforit.Iwantit.Nostopping.

2009-08-12T23:09:00.001+08:00

TEA-

CHER

theonewhomakesthetea.

2009-08-11T22:04:00.004+08:00

爱太痛 - 吴克群

吃不能吃睡不能睡
没有了你全都不对
我都学不会把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

笑不能笑哭不敢哭
人不像人鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯

能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把爱割舍

我不能睡吃不能吃
睡不能睡没有了你
全都不对我都学不会
把爱敷衍

用笑容来把眼泪催眠
能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了

能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我不能够不能够不爱了
能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我不能够不能够不爱了

吃不能吃睡不能睡

2009-08-06T20:16:00.002+08:00

Heartbreaker.

I keep thinking 'bout that little sparkle in your eye
Is it a light from the angels or your devil demon inside?
And what about the way you say you love me all the time
Are you lifting me up to heaven just to drawn me down the line?

There's a ring around my finger
But will you change your mind?
And you tell me that I'm beautiful
But that could be a lie

Are you a heartbreaker?
Maybe you want me for the ride
What if I'm falling for a heartbreaker
And everything is just a lie?
I won't be leaving here alive
I won't be leaving here alive, no

Temporary happiness is like waiting for the knife
That's why I'm always watching for someone to show their darker side
So maybe I'll seat back and just enjoy all this for now
Wash it out, play out, see if you really stick around

There's always this one question
That keeps me up at night
Are you my greatest love
Or disappointment in my life?

Are you a heartbreaker?
Maybe you want me for the ride
What if I'm falling for a heartbreaker
And everything is just a lie?
I won't be leaving here alive
I might as well lay down and die

I'm holding onWith both hands and both feet Oh,
promise that you won't pull the rug out from under me

Are you a heartbreaker?
Maybe you want me for the ride
I think I got you now, the heartbreaker
This time around I will survive
'Cause if I'm falling for a heartbreaker
And everything is just a lie
I won't be leaving here aliveI might as well lay down and die, oh
I won't be leaving here alive

2009-08-03T22:29:00.003+08:00

Well, today, was tiring. Plus I still have the major headache from yesterday. I woke up and I had it alrey. But its like when I cough or strain my eyes then its hurts. Was trying to during Chinese and PC. Beachball keep asking me wake up then ask if I not feelign well. It was a mixture of trying to act nice and angryness because I was rude. Art was boring. But I did the common test for art finished and submitted alrey, so goodiie!;D LOL. Korkor nvr come school today also. Wonder if she's okay. Jilyn they all said that the "Happy Toilet Project" needs to be done by thursday. So, me and Ngo Laam, used our lunch time to paint the toilet doors. 330pm, ran up 2 stories and realized I left my shoes in the classroom. Ran back down and got it. And ran up again to 4th storey. Sian. Today cca also do so much jumping. TiringTiringTiring! Today pespire like crazy. My bra felt so eww and soaking wet. (HAHA) Okay~ Weird, why'd I type that. Uh-huh.. LOL. Yea. Then went home sticky and smelly. Wash my hair like twice today as in after I came home. WETWETWET~~ LOL.

KORKORLENGYING!
You better dont like tt huh I tell you. Must smilesmile okay;D;D
Cannot sadsad. You sadsad I also sadsad. So korkor must smilesmiles then we all smilesmile tgt right;D Haha. See you tml and please, I really hope to see you smilesmile tml. CHEERS;D LOL

2009-07-25T20:14:00.005+08:00

Miss Chiew left us yesterday. Thursday was our last lesson with her. I started crying first in among the whole class. She gave the whole class LOLLIs and stuffsss. We're missing her so much alrey. Just like how im missing Micah and Meleah so much. It just feels so painful. Will never be able to forget them for life, just like Miss Chiew. She's the best Maths Teacher any class could ever have. Even though we were her VERY FIRST CLASS. And despite she doesnt have any experience, she did a really swell job. She controlled the class so well, even though we were very bad. She even neglected her own daughter for us. This shows how much she loves us. This shows how much she loves teaching. We made her cry, and a few heartless peeps said who cares if she neglects her daughter, its nt our problem. Its just so bad. How could they even bring themselves to saying these things about Miss Chiew? SHE WAS LIKE A SECOND MOTHER TO US. I just cant stand how they treated her. Even though I just cant say who these Girls are. Because there's no point dwelling on the past, what's done is done. We just didnt treasure her enough when we had her. Miss Chiew, I love you so alot. ALOT, ALOT, ALOT! You're the best and most favourite teacher in my life. I said I wont say bye. Thats because I believe God will let me see you again, bringing back the love you gave. I believe you'll be an even better teacher in the future, after completing your course. I believe Miss Lim will too. I'll always love MISS CHIEW AND MISS LIM FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER!

2009-07-09T15:19:00.014+08:00

HELLO!

Okay. Yea, here are the photos as promised. For the trip for Bali and Jakarta and my stay at the hospital. And the pictures of little Ian, the little boy I met in the hospital, as promised.. Its gona be on facebook too. Harharhar:P

If you're not blind you can see the hosp clothes are damn freaking big!!

That was little Ian! Haha. Cute eh?? (:

This is the pisture on the hosp clothing~

My mom went to check if I have H1N1!
HAHA!
Haha. Waiting for the ambulance at the
polyclinic. Damn long!!

Okay, here're the pics I took in Jakarta,

which is like I think one pic? Haha

Okay, this is my relative's house!

As in outside luh.

Its like a castle:P

Seriously, I aint lyin'.

It kinda reminds me of beauty and the beast. XD

Okay, I took more pics in Bali. I loved the night.

There were so many stars!

Mostly because Bali isnt like SG,

where there are bright lights everywhere...
So cant see many stars. T.T

Okay, if you're wondering why my brother's not
wearing pants, its cause...
He kinda puked in the car, (in a paper bag, and
it broke) so it was all over him. And my mom only
packed an extra shirt for him.
*THE CAR STINKED LIKE HELL*

Haha, looks like there's more than 1 photo

taken in Jakarta.

These were on the toilet door?

Doesnt my sister look like a rabbit? :P

Haha. That's all. Im off to post it on facebook(:

BYEBYE(:

2009-07-04T15:38:00.000+08:00

I'm finally home.

2009-07-02T21:18:00.002+08:00

Okay, just a note to my school friends, mostly classmates. Haha. I'll be back on the 13th of July 2009!! YAY! Like finally can~ Okay, to all church friends, i'll be coming on the 12th July 2009 for service. And to my benloved cell group, my mummy say I can go for cell on the 10th July 2009. Haha. This Saturday im finally going to be discharged. But, still on mc till the 13th. Aww~ Miss everyone! Except the horrible teachers in school. I live to make their lives miserable. Haha. Okay. Anyways, in the hosp here its, damn boring can~ Im like gona be fat luh. I know I alrey am. Dont say it le.. The peeps here are nice though. There's this little 2 year old boy (poor thing to have H1N1.) his names' Ian. Will post his pics here when I get back home. ( No phone wire thing) And there's this girl ( whom I tot was a boy because her hair cut is like a boy, but those nerd nerd kind, i know it sounds mean, but still, its true marr. Sorry luh, im like that derh..) She's SUPER irritaing. She keeps hogging my com when I go to the bathroom and stuffs. Its like very irritating~~. She wanted me to add her on facebook. And she added. But I just deleted. Having a sense she'll be super irritating. Dont know why. I didnt want to, just wanted to save myself from trouble. But okay, i dont know why im so bad today, but yes. But Im glad to be away from my siblings! Haha. But mummy is here. Better than nobody bah. Haha. Okay. Just Bored Bored Bored..

PS: The hosp clothes are HUGE!

2009-06-28T14:40:00.007+08:00

Well, I missed camp due to going on a holiday to Jarkata, and Bali. WOW-ness. Damn sadded luh. Missed a total of 2 weeks service due to my holiday. The first missed-service was because I was at holiday. The second missed-service was because im currently being quarantined, which totally sucks. And what's worse is that on friday night I got a fever. Yesterday, my temperature went up to 39.6 then it keep dropping and increasing, but thats the highest. Until I ate panadol which when my mom finally camp back to give some to me, my temperature dropped to 37.9 The fever, quarantine and now sore throat, cough, flu( I think, cuz I keep sneezing and im having a runny nose.)and my shoudlers are ache-ing. Man, I sound like some old person going to die anytime. Or is it H1N1? LOL. Well, my mom says if my fever doesnt subside by tonight she's taking me to the hospital :P Well, ahwile ago after I took a shower, my temperature when down to 36.6, which is good. My temparature now is 36.5 But still im having headaches and they hurt like crazy. But whatever. I know nothing's too great for God to handle. So I guess im not going to be taken to the hospital. YAY!

Well, this came from a friend's blog, hope everyone will have a good laugh after watching this(:

2009-06-15T19:24:00.001+08:00

Stuck in my head? WOW. Why.

Im getting confused.

Should I?

Or shouldnt I?

是谁的心啊

孤单地留下

他还好吗

我多么想爱他

那永恒的泪

凝固的一句话

也许可能蒸发

是谁的爱呀

用泪水坚强

今生呼唤

就让我融化

那一滴雨水

演化成我翅膀

向着我爱的人

追吧

2009-06-10T13:42:00.002+08:00

Err, okay. I really miss my old hairstyle!! Okay I just rebonded my hair like yesterday so its like still very SUPER straight! Okay, its like so weird. But OMGOSH luh. I tml got cca, friday and monday also. Die seh. hOw to tie hair. Die, die, die. Haiz. Why I so stupid. Must my cousin tell me then I remember seh? My short term memory case is too serious man. I also dont want skip cca lor. Somemore got performance coming up lor. SIAO EH! my first performance, I screwed up liao. Haiz. Then, haiz. And haiz again. So retarded. I miss my hair. I mean like now its also like so long. So whatever luh. Wah! Friday can wash hair le. But, cca finish at 5 and got Bible Study with Pastor Kong and 730. How to bathe seh. I want to bathe! Or maybe when go Yiling house after BS then bathe bah. Hmm, so complicated and my xing qing also still very luan! Haiz, Haiz, Haiz.

Just one last sentence: MARCUS YOU GO DIE LUH! I HATE YOU LIKE HELL!

THANK YOU(:

2009-06-08T19:05:00.000+08:00

请把我的笑容还给我
我不要再看见你出现在我面前
请把我的笑容还给我
我不想再难过

2009-06-04T01:29:00.009+08:00

2009-06-02T14:06:00.000+08:00

This chorus is still stuck in my head.
Cant seem to get it out.

爱我别走
如果你说
你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔

So has this phrase.

连你一个微笑也都会让我醉

2009-05-14T21:28:00.002+08:00

I JUST CALLED TO SAY I LOVE YOU.
No New Year's day to celebrate
No chocolate covered candy hearts to give away
No first of spring
No song to sing
In fact here's just another ordinary day
No April rain
No flowers bloom
No wedding Saturday within the month of June
But what it is, is something true
Made up of these three words that I must say to you
I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart
No summer's high
No warm July
No harvest moon to light one tender August night
No autumn breeze
No falling leaves
Not even time for birds to fly to southern sky
No Libra sun
No Halloween
No giving thanks to all the Christmas joy you bring
But what it is, so old so new
To fill your heart like no three words will ever do
I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart
I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care, I do
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart
Of my heart,
...... of my heart

2009-05-12T14:55:00.001+08:00

Okay, I posted the things abt my E316ers, on my blog, haa. I put my URL and at status on facebook, haha. To my surprise, some of them went to read it. Okay thank them for that as well. Err, okay, thank God also for pulling me through the past week of examinations and for helping remember all the things I've learnt and revised. But the math paper I did today, I think im gona flunk it though. Yah, haha. Okay. So there. I'll stop here for nw. Bye.

2009-05-11T13:47:00.002+08:00

Okay today I just want to thank everyone who has made a very big impact on me in church. Especially my ex-cell group members.
I would like to thank:
1. All my ex-cell group members for always being there for me through thick and thin. I love you. You guys are the best man! When I stepped into E316, the blood and DNA flowed through me, and it'll always will. I'll always carry these precious memories close to my heart no matter where I go. And You guys will always be the best cell group to me no matter how great my new cell may be too. If they are. But in my heart, You guys are the best cell group! E316forever! I dont care how much some of you may hate me, I'll love you forever!
2. Peishan, for comforting me and talking sense into me when I fought with Yiling that day. I was just so angry. I just shouted at her. But inside it felt really pain. It was like a knife through my heart. But thank you. Even though I didnt want to talk to anyone abt it and that point of time, but thank you for coming. Thank you for all the massive hugs you gave me too. I love you!
That was basically the GENERAL, but lets make it more personal. I wrote things in my notebook for church of all the thing each one of the E316ers have done for me thank you:
WARNING: THESE THINGS MAY SEEM OBSCENE AND STUPID BUT IM POSTING IT CAUSE I'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER IT.
MICAH: The girls night out at VIVO CITY. The picture we took sharing the chip and the BBQ we went swimming(: I love you<3
MELEAH: We swam together in bra... ( == ) I know it sounds weird. Haa. WE had no choice...
And at the mrt station, when Marcus came back from the toilet you said: Ah, your boyfriend.
Err, okay, but he's nt my boyfrie? Weirded. I love you<3
YILING: The fight we had. I shouted at her. When I shouted at her, I felt my heart sinking. Eh, I cried too okay. Dont do this to yourself again. I can feel that the old Yiling is back. Thank you. I love you<3
MARCUS: Thank you for saving me from the bball that David threw, hit the board and almost killed me. Thanks ar, it's the most memoriable thing you've done for me(: I have ball phobia.
And for trying to calm me down when I was angry at Yiling and shouted at the cell group. Sorry for ignoring you when you tried to calm me down. And for sms-ing me to comfort me. Thank you. And the count-less earsticks in your ear-hole? Gross okay. Haa. I love you<3
ZACHERY: Thank you for the stupid jokes and spelling your name wrongly in the letter, as ZACHARY instead. Sorry! I love you<3
BENJAMIN THANG: Your stupid sick jokes and at Minghui's house you were trying to prove to everyone that it's normal human nature to back away when anonther person comes too close. Yea ans you came super close to me? Like right infront of my face? Err, dont do it again? You can do it to your Peilin or your Swee min. Haa, Sorry girls. I love you<3
DAVID ANG: For all the time you suan me. Especially about Joshua Ang. ( == ) But thank you for all the laughter and joy. Im still nt Koerean/Jap. Glad you nw know.. I love you<3
LUCAS CHIA: Thank you for the purple pen after you lost mine. The funniest part I'll always remember is when you mistook my purple pen for another purple pen. Haa. Thanks. I love you<3
SWEE MIN: Cooking the BBQ food and stuffs. Thanks. And for the fun that we had in the pool. Haha. I love you<3
KAILIN: Teaching me BS!! And for drawing me closer to GOD. Thank you for making the path to GOD clearer than ever. I love you<3
PEILIN: Thank you for buying CHOCOBABY for me just on a normal sunday morning at service. Thank you! It shows you rememer me(: and that im still in your heart. Thank you so much for everything you've done for me. I love you<3
CLARA TAY: Thank you for teaching me abt stuff in life and to make the right choices in life. Thank you for all the fun times you've given to me. I love you<3
VALERIE: Your loud voice will never be forgotten. And for caring for me, you didnt want Yiling to scold me, but I still persisted, I shouted at her instead. It hurt alot. But still, thanks. I lvoe you<3
WEICHEN: Thinking that me and Marcus are together and keep making fun of me? Thanks har. But we are so nt together. So stop it okay? You weirdo. And you also said we look cute together? Err, no? Because we're nt even together okay! Haa. I cant say "I love you" to you like I did to everyone. Haa. Later your girlfrie come find me then I die. Haa.
Okay. That was basically everyone. Thank you guys for everything. I'll really miss seeing you guys on saturdays and sundays. And having fellowship and sitting with you guys during service. I'll also really miss having Cell group meetings with you all. Most of all, all the fun times and outings we had. Now im just looking forward to every sunday so I can see you guys. I love you guys!
Once and E316er, always an E316er. E316 forever!
The DNA we all share will always flow through my blood. Thank you all. I love you!^^

2009-05-10T21:56:00.004+08:00

2009-05-04T22:12:00.003+08:00

Okay, saddening news.. Last week was my last week with my BENLOVED E316ers. Aww. Sad aint it? So darn saddening. Okay. Gen said im a person of few words. I am? I tot im like the talkative one. And like really SUPER noisy? Okay... Err On saturday, last CGM. Err, was like damn freakin shocked sia. Okay Lucas washed our feet? Damn "powderful". ( I really mean it) Okay. Me, Peilin, Swee, Clara and David got Lucas' powderful thing. Yea serious. I really cried alot. Oh yea! Lawerence is leaving E316 too? Okay in our CG, im like the only one moving to Jared's CG, W212. Where I'll like die? Haa. Cuz kor kor is there and stuffs. Okay Sorry. Just joking. Haa. Okay Exams started today? Wasnt tt bad luh. Im "so spiritual". My compo was like abt cell groups and church? Hey, the question I chose was what is the most relaxing thing to do on a weekend? Or smth like tt. At least I rmbed part of it okay! Dont laugh at me luh. Okay like ya. I nvr see Meleah cry before? Okay it broke my heart to see the M's cry okay. Yeah like seriously. T.T Forget-me-not. I love E316! Once and E316er, always and E316er! The DNA of E316 flows through me. Haa.Okay. Yeah. Like two sundays ago I wrote 14 letters to my dearest CG members.. LIke each on is individual. Micah gave me one Last Sunday? Which is like yesterday. Wow-ness. Okay. Yea. Errm, sunday we basically went to paris ris park for sports? Yeah. Okay. Dr. Stephan K. Munsey came to preach. Thw word he spoke was so different and the drama was great. Okay, it was about faith and forgiveness. Yaya I cried okay. What?! Got problem is it? I cannot cry ar... Joking. Haa. I so damn feirce? Yeah. Dont laugh. Nt funny! Yar. Im still trying my best to let go of the grudge.Okay. Still trying to forgive my daddy okay. Yar and I just wana say thank you to mummy for the talk and sorry for crying so so much that night. Yeah. Dont ask me why okay! I dont tell you! I only told Kailin.(: Hee. Kailin I love you!! Peeps dont jealous yar. Haa. Okay. Tiring day of sports. Okay. Walked home. Like 40min walk. Damn tired. Ate, piano-ed, slacked on the balcony den I wen to bathe? Okay. Then talked on the phone awhile then go sleep. Yea. The moon was like so clear and nice luh. Haa. I wish I could have the moon and stars. Excluding the sun. too hot luh. Dont like. Okay. Nw, all peeps read this!!
Me and Marcus Loh are nt toghether together! Stop asking or saying or whatever mann! Oh.My.God. Its like 6 peeps alrey? Tzehui, Meleah, Yiling, Weichen, Kelvin, Swee? Stop luh okay? I tell you nw the'res nth between us. Here's some advice to you all, All this useful word into your vocabulary:
FRIENDS!!

2009-04-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

On Saturday,
our CG had BBQ
after cell at Lucas'.
Micah, Meleah and swee went to swim...
I was with them..
So I got a little wet.
The lifeguard scolded us for
nt being in proper attire.
So Micah wore her BIKINI(o_o)
and meleah wore her sports bra..
O_O
Then, I joined Meleah.
I was wearin bra oso?!
So freaky can....
Okay. yea.
My shirt was soaked.
Yeah.
Everyone saw me.
Like totally wet...
Ah!
Marcus oso okay.
OMG!
Mostly because my shirt was sticking
to my skin and everything
could be seen because....
My shirt was some sorta
abit translusent....
Yeah.
When I heard someone
ask where yiling was,
I realized she was gone.
So I asked too.
Come on, Im nt a kaypo.
She is one of my good friends in CG.
Or should I say WAS?
Valerie told me she was behind
the bushes, by the vending machine.
I went ahead to look for her,
while the rest of them tried their
bests to stop me from going.
But I persisted.
I found her banging her head on the wall.
So yeah.
I was mad at her for doing tt.
I scolded her for nt answering my
calls and for hurting herself.
Fuck.
Then I stormed off.
Angry.
I was like going to the toilet
to wash my face.
PeiShan came after me.
When I went out, I wanted to keep my
phone in my bag and go somewhere
at the playground.
Then Marcus tried to stop me also.
But I totally ignored whatever anyone said.
Then I was nearing the playground and carpark.
And Peishan came to talk to me.
I cant believe I cried?
I think Zach and Kelvin oso saw can.
Like OMG can.
Only Marcus saw me like really cry before.
Oh.My.God.
On sunday.
I had a big fight with Yiling again.
I totally ignored her until she came and talk to me.
She wanted to talk to me.
So yeah.
Then I sorta made things abit clear
to her that I didnt want her to hurt herself.

So what if im also hurting myself?!

I do it for fun and pleasure.

You are hitting your head against the wall.

I need you to tell me everything!
So yeah.
I think many others saw our quarrel too.
We both almost cried.
I was practically shouting.
I first shouted at her on saturday.
This was the second time.
WOW.
You think it feels nice is it?
HUH?
You think I like shouting at you is it?!
You bitch!
I dont want to talk to you!
GO AWAY!

2009-04-08T23:09:00.004+08:00

TRINA UNGLAMS!!

2009-04-03T22:51:00.003+08:00

YAY!

Its finally the weekend.

Been so tired and sleepy there few days in school for the past five days.

Monday: School, Cca.

Tuesday: School, Sharifah's house(to play/slack)

Floorballers had match.

Wenesday: Later school day, damn happy.

Slack in school, go home.

Thursday: School, Cca.. Sian.

Was opp sch with Pei Xin, Idah, Alicia and Elaine.

Got some problems.

Dont understand.

Alicia, you cant be so selfish.

Try to look at it from a different point of view!

Rmb what I said.

I know im in no position to say all those tt I said,

but its for you, if it werent good for you I wouldnt say it!

You know Elaine so long alrey,

and you say you let her down too many times,

then since you know tt she dont like certian things,

then dont say or do it!

You say at most you die,

You know you die it will nt only end your suffering

but make the people around you feel worse?!

If you die,

then pei xin they all will be very sad you know,

because they are your good friends and they care about you!

And if Elaine wasnt yourfriend, she wouldnt care about you or be angry at you.

She's angry because she cares.

If she didnt care,

she wouldnt even bother about you.

And your parents,

they bring you into this world and you say them until like tt.

You oso say your mother got depression.

Then you die they also have to worry about wat happen to you rite?

Think first!

Alicia, if you're seeing this,

I just want tolet you know tt we all care for you.

Dont say we dont care.

Because we do.

If we didnt care, we wouldnt talk to you or get mad at you.

Make sense?

Listen, I know (if you are reading this) this matter doesnt concern me,

but at least im trying to help.

At least if I were you,

I'd know why my friends are angry with me.

Maybe I dont understand why smts,

but I know its because they care.

And mostly because we're friends.

Im sorry if im caring too much abt this matter.

Im really sorry if i've hurt you in this post.

But rite nw,

I oso feel angry with you.

You need to think abt others too.

Im sorry I had to say all tt.

I didnt want to either.

2009-03-20T17:11:00.002+08:00

Boring!!

Life stinks.

Its been oaky WOW-days since i've last posted.

Hols stink.

Im actually dying to get back to school.

Aww, I miss my table.

Okay I miss everyone too, well, nt everyone.

At least this hol, I used alot of com?

Hmm, on tuesday, I slept 7 am?

Den woke up at 3 plus.

Crazy rite.

I watched 4 movies that night.

Den went to sleep.

Friend that was online till like 6?

Thanks for chatting with me.

Yea, only 1 hour by myself luh.

Well, this hol, I actually did my chinese and math.

Nothing else yet but, it wasnt a drag.

And I actually did them.

This whole week has been like,

1. Wake up(I wake up like afternoon)

(Blah, blah)

2.Studies

3.Dinner

4. Piano(Fuer Elise!)

5. Com.

Den sleep again and the cycle comtinues.

Haha.

I think, I really dont have a life its like may be boring to some, but actually, I can pass time quite easily. Hols almost over too.

So yea.

2009-03-04T19:55:00.003+08:00

1, 2, 3, 4

1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

Give me more love than I've ever had,

Make it all better when I'm feeling sad,

Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not.

Make it feel good when I hurt so bad,

Barely gettin' mad,

I'm so glad I found you.

I love being around you.

You make it easy,

As easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4.

There's only one thing,

To do, three words,

For you.

I love you (I love you)

There's only one way,

To say those three words

That's what I'll do.

I love you (I love you)

Give me more love from the very start,

Piece me back together when I fall apart,

Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.

Make it feel good when I hurt so bad,

Best that I've had,

I'm so glad I found you.

I love being around you.

You make it easy,

As easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4.

There's only one thing,

To do, three words,

For you.

I love you (I love you)

There's only one way,

To say those three words

That's what I'll do.

I love you (I love you)

You make it easy,

As easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4.

There's only one thing,

To do,

three words,

For you.

I love you (I love you)

There's only one way,

To say those three words

That's what I'll do.

I love you (I love you)

One, two, three, four.

I love you (I love you)

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WOW

Finally the spammer's stopped.

Walan eh.

Stupid Theodore, Bastard luh you.

I dont like you(!)>.<

Stupid luh, you and your stupid big mouth.

Luckily your mother nvr tell if nt I die lor.

Okay.. Dont talk abt nt happy thing le.
I took a few photos in the toilet just nw...

Hehe.

I boliao mar.

Spastic little plastic.

Nvm,...

Okay, Im nt angry with you anymore.

Just dont do it again.

Even though I think I caused it,

You shouldnt have spilled the beans.

You promised to.

But its okay liao.

Just please dont ever, ever do it again.

Thanks for all the times you've listened though.

Really, thank you.

(It's like nt fake okay)

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Finally finding true friendship in sch, besides church,

I nw have good friends to turn to. Even though they're sec 1s.

AND THEY'RE LIKE SO CUTE CAN(!)

They're so different, yet so alike.

And many many things noticible abt them.

They're characters are all so unique and special.

The clique ROCKS.

PS: I love you guys. I would name you guys, but there's too many too mention. and I cant really rmb all at one shot. (Must see faces den can sia. HAHA) But dont worry, I'll nvr forget any of you.<3

2009-03-01T00:56:00.002+08:00

Thinking of you

Comparisons are easily done

Once you've had a taste of perfection

Like an apple hanging from a tree

I picked the ripest one

I still got the seed

You said move on

Where do I go

I guess second best

Is all I will know

(CHORUS)

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer

In the middle of winter

Like a hard candy

With a surprise center

How do I get better

Once I've had the best

You said there's

Tons of fish in the water

So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips

I taste your mouth

He pulled me in

I was disgusted with myself

(CHORUS)

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into...

(BRIDGE)

You're the best

And yes I do regret

How I could let myself

Let you go

Now the lesson's learned

I touched it I was burned

Oh I think you should know

(CHORUS)

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your...

Your eyes

Looking into your eyes

Oh won't you walk through

And bust in the door and

Take me away

Oh no more mistakes

Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay

2009-02-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

Everything But The Girl

When I saw you I knew you were the one

I want to orbit you like you’re the sun

but let me know before I come undone

am I the one for you

I’m like a puzzle with a missing piece

I got a car but didn’t get the keys

and only you can set my mind at ease

so what am I to do

I have everything but the girl I want, it’s sad but true

and everything but the love I need to make it through

and every time I look into your eyes,that’s when I realize

just how much I love you

Some say lady luck is on my side

and that my life has been an easy ride

but they don’t know how many times I cried

cause I am nothing without you

I have everything but the girl I want, it’s sad but true

and everything but the love I need to make it through

and everytime I look into your eyes, that’s when I realize

just how much I love you

I don’t know how long I can keep it up

I need a sign to make it through

You gotta tell me now, you gotta let me know

so what am I, what am I to do.

Check Yes Juliet

Check yes juliet

Are you with me

Rain is falling down on the sidewalk

I won't go until you come outside

Check yes juliet

Kill the limbo

I'll keep tossing rocks at your window

There's no turning back for us tonight

Lace up your shoes

E O E O OH

here's how we do

Run baby run

Don't ever look back

They'll tear us apart

If you give them the chance

Don't sell your heart

Don't say we're not meant to be

Run baby run

Forever will be ... you and me

Check yes juliet

I'll be waiting

Wishing, wanting

Yours for the taking

Just sneak out

And don't tell a soul goodbye

Check yes juliet

Here's the countdown3...2...1...

now fall in my arms

Now they can change the locks

Don't let them change your mind

Lace up your shoes

E O E O OH

here's how we do

Run baby run

Don't ever look back

They'll tear us apart

If you give them the chance

Don't sell your heart

Don't say we're not meant to be

Run baby run

Forever will be ... you and me

We're flying through the night

Flying through the nightWay up high,

The view from here is getting better with

You by my side

Run baby run

Don't ever look back

They'll tear us apart

If you give them the chance

Don't sell your heart

Don't say we're not meant to be

Run baby run

Forever will be

Run baby run

Don't ever look back

They'll tear us apart

If you give them the chance

Don't sell your heart

Don't say we're not meant to be

Run baby run

Forever will be ... you and me

2009-01-30T10:35:00.002+08:00

Errm, SORRY GUYS.

SORRY FOR THE VULGARITIES RECENTLY(!)(!)

I WAS JUST, REALLY PISSED OFF.

But I learnt other ways to let off steam. So I'll be trying my best to cut down on the vulgarities and eventually stop using them, I HOPE.

Haa. Errm, hope you all dont angery or dissappointed with me alrey okay?

SORRY YAHS.

HAHA(!) Nw in sch.

Having IT(!) But damn tired sia.

Later dont know if will fall asleep during class later.

This morning we had a brisk walk for sec 2s, 4s and 5s.

Den got PE. Sian.

Okay. Must go liao. Byes.

2009-01-13T20:22:00.002+08:00

IM GOING TO DISOWN YOU(!)

YOU ARENT FIT TO BE MY KOR(!)

HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO MY FRIEND(?)

YOU DONT HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO SO(!)

DONT TALK TO ME(!)

YIP WEI SHENG(!)

DONT TALK TO ME.

IM DISOWNING YOU.

YOU ARE AN IDIOT.

DONT SMS ME.

I WONT REPLY.

DONT CALL ME.

I WONT ANSWER.

DONT LOOK FOR ME.

I WONT SEE YOU.

YOU'RE INVISIBLE TO ME.

DONT CALL MY NAME.

YOU DONT HAVE WHAT IT TAKES.

DONT TALK TO DENISE, OR ME.

DONT BOTHER.

IM DISOWNING YOU.

THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT.

I HATE YOU.

WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO SAY THOSE THINGS TO HER???

SHE'S MY FRIEND,

I WONT ALLOW HER TO GET HURT ANYMORE,

EVEN THOUGH SHE'S GIVEN UP,

I KNOW YOU WONT.

DONT TALK TO ME.

IM PISSED.

KNN(!)

KNS(!)

FUCK YOU(!)

2009-01-13T19:57:00.001+08:00

OKAY.. OKAY..

I WAS BORED OKAY.

I KNOW IM LAME.

IM PISSED TODAY.

DONT TALK TO ME.

2009-01-12T22:50:00.002+08:00

FUCK, FUCK, FUCK(!)

HOW CAN SHE SLAP ME!!

WHO GIVE HER THE RIGHT TO SLAP ME(!)

SHE MY MOTHER DEN CAN SLAP ME FOR NO REASON IS IT(?)

SIAO LUH THAT WOMAN(!)

NOT FIT TO BE MY MOTHER SIA.

SAY WHAT I DONT LET MY BRO AND SIS GO IN THE ROOM SLP CUZ IS LIKE DAMN LATE LIAO,

DEN IS LIKE I JUST COME OUT TOILET FROM BATHING DEN SCOLD ME..

FUCK YOU SIA.

LIKE THAT DEN SLAP ME.

WHAT THE FUCK LUH.

ANGRY, BUT ABIT HAPPY TO HEAR THAT MY FATHER IS GOING TO TEACH ME PIANO BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY,

GUITAR(!)

FIRST THINGS FIRST.

RESTRING MY GUITAR(!)

But piano abit sian liao lehs.

Sian.

Want change cca but parents dont allow.

Like wtf sia.

Got this stupid person make me damn angry,

I scold him fuck..

He say "What kind of christian are you man?"

Den like long long le like during christmas season,

he angry den saay wtf about the problem,

den i wat like "You can say what the fuck den I cannot say fuck"

Stupid luh.

Think you so good-looking, got so many ex.

HUA HUA GONG ZI SIA(!)

Still dare come try jio me.

Like as if I will like SUCH AN UGLY FACE.

PLEASE LOR..

I NOT COCKEYE OKAY...

Got another guy oso.

Want jio me.

Like 4 day I dump him liao.

Cuz is like i dont really like like him.

Only together cuz trying to forget ___.

Tt word cannot say.

Too many ppl will read my blog. So dont bother guessing.

Today damn suay luh.

Ppl say I fierce again.

Laurencia Teo, serves you rite for getting hit.

Should have ask GL hantam you oso.

Hit her for nth tt time cuz of you.

Today finally got to hit you for tt day and for hitting my head today(!)

Dont bother trying again..

You know you will only get hit by me again.

Saw TH and ate with her today(!)

Got touched at very weird places today okay.

Maegan use her hand go under my skirt ___ my ass sia.

Like wat the hell luh.

She want les go find butch luh.

So cute confirm got ppl want de.

You go find butch dont come disturb me(!)(!)

All your friend guai guai de lor.

Tie oso can lost.

Tammy and Jilyn today disturb me and TH...

Cuz we go sch wear skirt nvr wear shorts de mar.

Den those two keep trying to put up our skirt...

Den TH shirt de zip kenna pull down by her class de friend.

She look damn familiar luh.

Like I see her somewhere before.

Piang... Fall down ytd.

Damn pain okay.

Den today wear sch shoes like damn pain sia.

Especially when walking down the stairs.

GL say I walk down the stairs very funny.

Keep laughing.

Nt funny okay.

YAY(!)

I bring pinkie to sch today..

SSHHHH(!)

Nicole dont know I bring..

Haha.

Pinkie...

You damn cute okay.

Today very sad sia.

During cca, like when seniors+crystal and rachel practicing syf,

we all slack lor.

Smsing den got ppl say thing make me damn sad sia.

Nt nice de.

Feel so insecure.

So many things happened lately.

Haiz.

What happened siol?

Why happen to me?

Dont want luh..

Tao yan(!)

Bu yao la....

Bye Bye

Must slp liao.

Still need go bathe.

Haiz.

Now wat time liao ar..

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE(!)

I wont allow myself to cry for you.

2008-12-25T20:07:00.005+08:00

I wont allow myself to cry for you.
Smt happened lately.
But I didnt allow myself to cry.
The worst thing to do is to cry for smt stupid.
I will be getting myself into a fight soon.
So nw I have smt better to do than cry.
A friend got cheated by her boyfrie.
Her friends have seen him with another girl.
He admits, but says she's only a girl from an orphanage and simply wants him to comfort her.
MY FOOT!!
Im gona get justice back for her.
Im gona hit him.
Even though I know I wont win, and I know im gona get hurt physically, I insist on doing it.
He claims he's a police.
He's 21 with a 17.
Doesnt have a handphone.
Looks for my friend after work everyday.
He's rude, a cheat and told her to backslide away from God.
Saying shit like her cell group members dont like her anymore.
I got her back into church lately and I wont let her slip away again.
She doesnt know how to break with him.
Im gona do it for her.
I can hit him instead of cry, help her break with that son of a bitch, so its a win-win situation.
Dont bother asking me why im in such a bad mood.
Its only between me and another human.
So dont be a stupid kay po and ask.
If you ask you're dead.
The more I have a reason nt to tell you.
I wont be having the rite mood this christmas.

ANGUS, THONGS AND PERFECT SNOGGING(!)

2008-12-23T16:48:00.002+08:00

ANGUS, THONGS AND PERFECT SNOGGING

Ytd went to shaw house to watch ANGUS, THONGS AND PERFECT SNOGGING(!)
Even though it was one of the most crapiest places to watch a movie, it was still the sweetest movie i've watch since dont know when. (I actually forgot)
OMG!! IMPT!! I saw a really really really really really really really really HOY GUY!!

AARON JOHNSON(!)

TADA!!

Pictures of him below..

*sigh*

*sigh* (again)

*SIGH*
one last time..
*SIGH*

Isnt he HOT(?)

If your answer's yes, den I love you.

If your answer's no, I'll nvr love you man.

Dont be jealous cuz I love him(!)

You can make me love you too.. you know how to. The answer's just up there(!)

But no matter what's her answer, I'll love only two ppl no matter their answer.

I love you DaRLinG(!) I love you SERENE TAN(!)

LOVE YOU TWO FOREVER(!) O.o I sound like a lesbian nw.. Haha:]

You know.. this show has only made me more jealous sia.

I oso want boyfrie sia. Haha:]

But I'll only date someone I really like. Im nt so shuay bian you know..

But no matter who the person is..

I"LL NVR DATE THAT GUY(!)

GOOD FOR NOTHING(!) A PIECE OF SHIT SIA(!)

WHAT? HE'S A PLAYBOY.. HUA HUA GONG ZI OKAY..

IS LIKE EVERY WEEK CHANGE GIRLFRIE ONE LOR.

WAH.. SHOIK SIA..

I EATING MERCI CHOCOLATE(!) YUMM(!)

HAHA(!) YOU DONT HAVE.. I DONT GIVE YOU(!) HEE:]

WHERE'S MY MR.RIGHT(?) ACCORDING TO GEORGINA KOR KOR..

MY KOR WANT TO SEE HER FUTURE BROTHER IN-LAW.

HAHA:] SO FUNNY HOR.

PPL(!) PLEASE COMMENT LUH..

NWADAYS LIKE NOBODY COMMENT DE LOR. HAIZ..

PWEEZ COMMENT(!)

ESPECIALLY ON BLOGGING.

REN JIA XIANG ZHI DAO NI DE XIANG FA YOU KNOW..

HAHA:]

LOLLIPOP(!)

2008-12-15T23:48:00.002+08:00

MICAH(!)

MELEAH(!)

I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH(!)

Look!! Haha!!

I took their pictures from our cg blog..

Hehe!!

MICAH!!

I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!

I wana hug you tightly when I see you sia!!

Haiz.. Cant wait to see you next year!!

MELEAH!!

You irritating ingrate!!

Even though you're so irritating,

I still miss you and im nt really sure why though..

How are you guys?

Really hope that next year will come faster..

Haiz..

We'll have so much to talk abt when you guys are back.

Wats more is that when next year comes, the indos will be back too!!

Haha!!

Den our cgm will be more fun!!:]

Nw Yiling oso go holiday.. But will be back soon too.. Hehe..

T.T

Taiga is gone nw.. T.T

She was taken to the director ytd.

And is still with him.

He brought Taiga back ytd to show him to his wife and daughter.

Hope that he'll adopt her.

Hope that they'll be good to him..

Or else!!

My darling you know!! My Precious Darling!!

Okay..

Boring liao..

Haiz..

Oso nth to blog liao..

So byebye!!

Await for my next post.. HAHA

The only miie on earth,

GILLIAN(!):]

2008-12-10T18:23:00.002+08:00

Went to EK today.(boring)

Grass jelly milk!!:]

Go home play com!!:]

Today suppose to go escape de..

But go EK instead. So childish and boring. HAiz.

What a boring day..

I miss Yu Hui and the rest of the gang!!:'(

Really cant wait for the next concert then can go back stage as make-up artist then can see them!!:] Yea!!:]

T.T Cats have to be given away.. Elizabeth, Patchy and Black Knight will be going to changi beach ( When ppl bbq there, they will have food to eat; the cleanest beach)

Emoco will be with us but if he runs away we have to accept the fact.

Taiga will given to a director this coming sunday (I think). Hope that this special person will treat him well, or else I'll be knocking on the person's house ready with a DAGGER and STRONG VOICE SCREAMING!!:] Anyone who treats my darlings badly is equevelent to offending miie and I will hate the person for life!!:] ( It happened before) Even a LITTLE thing would offend miie if its about them.

So Dont Say I Didn't Warn You!!:]

Angry liao, angry liao..

PISSED!! GRR!!

GO AWAY!! I NEED ALONE NW!! GRR!!

MONSTER RELEASING NW!!

ANGRY,

MONSTER!!

2008-12-10T03:47:00.002+08:00

Noelle's birthday!!:]

Fun, Fun, Fun!!:]

WWW!!:]

Noelle's birthday.. Nw she same age as miie liao.. =.=''

Last night got bbq, today oso got..

Went to WWW today oso..

I saw little kenneth chuan.. Hee.. I so bad.. call him little.. Haha..

He oso got ask miie why I was there.. At the point I was thinking why couldn't I be there. =.=''

I sat the skyrider again..

Was a little scary at first, then it got better.

At least I conquered a little more of my fear of heights.

Hee.. We ate KFC for luch.. Hee.

Cheese fries!! YUMM!!:]

We lost my little sister for awhile but luckily she came back..

My cousin had scolded her and she went of looking for us but could not find us, and we thought she was with my brother and couisn.

She should have just waited with the maid for us. Easy to find.

Tortise as also there but at escape.

So irritating. Keep calling my hp for nth.

Byebye.. I want slp liao.

Haha:]

xoxo,

Gillian:]

I saw her(!)

2008-12-08T16:23:00.002+08:00

I SAW TZE HUI(!)

AN UNEXPLAINABLE JOY;

BROUGHT TO MIIE:]

I saw TZE HUI(!) YESTERDAY(!)

07December2008

After service, I saw TZEHUI(!)

Many thanks to Kailin and Lucas;

for allowing miie to follow them so,

I COULD SEE HER(!)

Look at TZE HUI below(!)

Isn't she cute(!)

TZE HUI(!)
WE ALL MISS YOU SIA!!

TZE HUI I MISS YOU(!)♥

TZE HUI I LOVE YOU(!)♥

We saw her at Aljunied mrt with her mum..

Even though she put on abit of weight, she's still very cute(!)

Abit irritating but I love her still, FOREVER(!)

I miss her.. T.T

TZE HUI(!) WHEN CAN I SEE YOU AGAIN(!) COME BACK(!)

YOU KNOW WE ALL WANT YOU TO COME BACK(!)

Been so tired and sleepy since thurday.. Haiz..

Was helping out at my ex-ballet teacher's concert at RP Cultural sth building..

I was a make up artist helping back stage..

All the little girls and boys (mostly girls) were so cute, but irritating..

Just bacuase I wore a elmo shirt on the first day, they kept calling miie elmo the next day..

If not, cookie monster, sponebob and blah, blah, blah..

Irritating.. Thanks to my mom..

But overall I had fun and got to meet some of my ex classmates from ballet for those two days..

I really miss them..

And I didnt expect my ballet teacher to be so nice to miie..

Usually she was very scary and scolds ppl.

Actually, she's a very nice person only that she's strict in teacher.

Haiz. I just change my blog song again because

the person who put the song Love Story by Taylor Swift in imeem deleted it.

So I had to change my blog song.. Sob..

Nvm, anyways, this song oso quite nice ma; Dear Maria Count Me In by All Time Low..

Today is Ngo Laam's birthday..

Tml is Noelle's birthday..

16December is Samantha's birthday..

Wishing these ppl a Very Happy Birthday!!

Loving you forever,

Gillian:]

DARLING I MISS YOU(!):]

2008-12-04T17:36:00.002+08:00

DARLING I MISS YOU(!)

Well, Im talking to my DaRLinG on the phone nw:]

I really miss my DaRLinG XuEYinG(!)

See the mY DaRLinG beLOw okay(?):]

DaRLinG says: Yes sir,

Yes madam. So cute hor:]

mY DaRLinG so zi lian..
Take so many picture of yourself..
Nvm, you zi lian den I oso bei ni dian dao le♥

TWISTTWIST[!]
aCCORDING TO HER: TWISTTWIST means
TWISTTWIST/TWISTY(!)
cUTIE pIE, I mISS yOU♥

DaRLinG(!)
Why yOU sO nAUGHTY(!)
mUST bE yOUR fRIEND iNFLUENCE yOU rIGHT(?)
cANNOT lIKE tHAT hOR(!)

wAH, DaRLinG, yOU mISS mIIE wORX..
sO GAN DONG wORX♥

WOW(!) DaRLinG, I lOVE yOU tOO♥
♥mUACKS(!)

DaRLinG, I really miss you.
Hope to see you soon♥

Loving you fo3v3r,
yOUR DaRLinG Gillian♥

LOOKY WHAT I FOUND!!:]

2008-11-25T17:32:00.002+08:00

LOOKY WHAT I FOUND!!:]

I found these pictures of my sister, brother, mom and friend..

These pictures were taken a few years back..

Ain't they cute??

This is a picture of my brother and a long time good friend..

Oh no!! Rex why are you crying?(!)

Oh, looky, Rex just finished crying..

Can still see his tears in his eyes..

Oh, this is better,
Rex isn't crying anymore..YEA(!)

AWWW...
Dont act so innocent la...

You're winning everyone over(!)

Come on(!)

Dont slack la..

SSHH(!)

REX says keep quiet..

EEWW...
He's covered in saliva..
YUCK(!)
Note: Can you see his wet fingers(?)=.=
It's cute though..

Oh, finally,
This is my sister, Carmen..
Im sure some of you have seen her before..
I brought her for bling bling(!)
Wasnt she shiny(?)
AWW..
So cute la..
She looks cuter in this picture than she is nw..
Hehe:]

Do you know how hard it was to make her smile(?)
My mom had to turn round and round till she smiled:]
This was in Hong Kong:]
Isnt my mom pretty..
She's tall too..
But one day, im gona taller than her(!)

This one is is a picture of my mom and brother...
As you can see..
Its in Botanical Gardens(!)
This picture looks so natural..
My mom's even prettier in this picture:]
There's an extraded swan in the picture.. SHOO, SHOO,SHOO(!)

WOW.. it's alrey 628pm..

So fast..

I guess its cuz i only woke up at 330..

I reached home at 2am ytd and den i went to bathe at 5am and i slept at 549am

So pro rite.. JK, JK..

I got even better before..:]

Im hungry la..

Yea!! Can eat alrey..

It's after 6..

What to eat... Got nothing at home to eat sia..

My stomach growling...

IM HUNGRY(!)

I think i shall eat bread with ham, lettuce, tomato, and honey mustard..

YUMMY...

BYE BYE..

Im gona get my food nw..

Oh man, so hungry sia.. Leave a TAG!!:]

XOXO,

Gillian.

P.S: Love me and stay,

Hate me and go away,

One last thing,

Hate Elmo and I hate you(!)

Thank you lord.. And just smile:]

2008-11-25T13:38:00.002+08:00

Thank you lord.. And just smile:]

Asia conference rocked...

But there are also disadvantages of going...

Due to standing too long, my muscle pulled and my right arm was aching..

But on saturday, I was really touched by the presence of God.

I cried for the first time in church..

It was the best experience for me so far as a christian.

Even though I was freezing in Expo Hall 8, I hung on and I felt the presence of God.

This proves that we have to be patient:]

Well, finally found the singer of the song "Love Story" so "thanks" to Swee.

The song is really nice. So if you dont know the song, you can listen to it here:]

Then if you dont like the song nvm, because nt all people like songs from each genre..

Geez, I feel thirsty..

On the last day of asia conference, some people kept saying I was cute (I am nt cute) and all just cuz I wore a dress (which I seldom do) and tied two plates.

And one of my friends was like, "Someone's wearing a dress.."

Haiz.. Irritating..

I oso made a new friend..

But, i wont reveal how i met my new friend and blah...

So, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA to you all...

Everyone was tired during the days of aia conference yea, and some of them had work today.. But i believe they got the rest they needed and will get more of it tonight!!

So "I thank you lord, I just wanna thank you lord, thank you lord.."

Okayokay, I know im weird..

But it's because im weird, love to laugh, smile, hug people and make new friends thats how I have so many good friends around today.

But i can be very irritating at times and go overboard..

I hope I can change this habit, and become a better person in life..

I oso found some nice pictures on the net!! Downstairs:]

I found out why my kor kor didnt come ytd liao.

He was studying and preparing for his upcoming exams.

I thought he sick..

Ppl worry for nth sia..

Kor, Jia You!!:]

This morning, That stupid Jeremy called me just cuz he's bored..
He disrupted my slp.. T.T
But I told him I was still slping so yea!! I got back to slp.
So Irritating.. Wasting my time man..
Nvm, because i know that "If i just smile, there'd nothing i cant overcome".

Love always,
Gillian♥

P.S: I love you♥

HUH? WEIRD QUESTIONs?!

2008-11-12T22:03:00.002+08:00

HUH? WEIRD QUESTIONs?!

ON SATURDAY:
Had cgm at ming hui's house. Den after cgm, we played captain's ball!!
Happy!! Captain's ball is fun!!

ON SUNDAY:
Went to service. Went for lunch at expo. Saw something interesting^^
Stayed back for Jerad and some other people's testimony.
Benjamin asked me: "hey, i good boy right?"
My reply: "Err, sometimes la."
Den he said to his friends: "See.. Sometimes leh.. Still say I paikia."
Den he continued to talk to his friends and i went to get more polo sweets to munch on. YUMM!!:]
Waiting for mrt train to pasir ris.. Kenneth chuan asked me: "why you so emo?"
I was alone then, and i thought to myself, "you want me to talk to myself is it?"
"Like that oso call emo meh?" Wearing jacket, and the hood over my head with my hands in the pockets of my jacket. Like that nt emo bah..
In the train, benjamin's friends, Wilson(i think) and another anonymous person(to me) asked:
First question: "Where you going?"
My answer: "Home" and i gave them the face.
Their answer: Pointing to benjamin; "Is he ask one"; "So fierce."
My answer: Gave them the face once more.
And i thought: I fierce cannot ah?
Second question: Pointing to benjamin and say; "He ask you if you want to join him for dinner."
My answer: I was like "..." I was stunned by the weird things they asked.

The first time I met them, they also asked me some weird questions. (Water baptism day)
First question: "You think he(benjamin) handsome/good-looking?"
My answer: "Okay la."
Second question: "You like him(benjamin)?"
My answer: (The question was answered by one of his friends)
That person answered for me: "Okay la rite?"
I was stunned.
Looks like they never fail to stunned or surprise me with these things.
Nothing better to do right?
So come disturb me right?
BOLIAO!
Good luck man!
Cuz its nt working(but actually it is)!!

So paiseh..
Is like thoses kinda questions will make about anyone paiseh.
Like abit abnormal for people who dont really know each other to ask or be asked these kinda questions right??
I shouldn't really care then..
Well, thats the ways its gona be, i guess..
But its okay to make friends!!:]
Dont worry, im friendly!!:]

ON MONDAY NIGHT:
Went out to celebrate KaiLin's birthday. Den we had dinner.
Me and YiLing went for a walk while the rest were still eating.
We had a little chat.
She's smart!!
She know who that person is!!
She guessed right!!
Wah so smart!!
I also hope that YiLing can be healed soon so she can get back to being crazy and being able to jump about!! Father oh lord, pls heal her!! Amen!!
YiLing, i know you will be healed!!

ON TUESDAY:
Went to help out at chc office in suntec for ASIA CONFERENCE!!
And YiLing got a new phone!!

The highlights of this week is bling bling!!
Im so bored.
Im starting to hate my holidays. And im starting to miss school sia.
Abit weird for a girl like known as paikia to some people.
I paikia meh?
Sometimes only bah..
But i admit im very naughty la:]
Like ofcos la.
Who isn't naughty?

Im nt emo!
LuXin♥

P.S: I♥you!! Muacks!!

YEA!!:] Wait.. AM I SUPPOSE TO BE HAPPY OR SAD??

2008-11-07T06:28:00.002+08:00

YEA!!:] Wait.. AM I SUPPOSE TO BE HAPPY OR SAD??

Yea!!
My mom promised to buy me a new phone..:]
W890i here i come!
LOL.
i coloured my hair last night oso..
Nw the colour like abit red and brown..
Finally.. Waited so long..:]
Haiz.. Want to go out..
Hope that Rachael, Farhana or Jade will be free on 15 november 2008 so can bring them for bling bling.. SHINY!! LOL
Haiz..
When will i ever be able to finish watching my smiling pasta/wei xiao pasta??
Double trouble at home always asking to use laptop when i want to use it to watch my show as it got sound.
The other com no sound sia..SOB..
T.T
The stupid person will be back this week, i think.. Cuz this is the last week or O levels.. Dun want la.
RUINS MY MOOD MAN!!
I just skip cca yesterday. So shoik..
I think cca is very boring even though its impt.
Nvm that.
Someone's birthday coming le hor..
22nd November..
My cousin's birthday aso just over, 1st November.
Mine was like abt more than 1 month ago.
Wah lao..
The other com lagging so badly.
Haiz.I want psp slim; white..
Nobody buy for miie T.T
Well, at least gona get new handphone la.
Better than nth.
Can't wait for christmas la..
My new handphone..
Cannot wait la..
Ookie.
Have to let the monkeys use the laptop nw.
Den i use the lagging computer.
Nowadays you will always see me online.
I hate holidays. So Boring.
Some more my kor kor, georgina also going to 2/2 instead of 2/3 next year.
Who ask her dun study los.
Nw yin ru and misso ashley coming our class lor.
They like so dun fit in our class los.
Nt sure la.
Just wait till next year den i'll know le lor.
I WANT LOLLIPOP LA!!
Buhbye..

exclusively by,
GILLIAN:]

SOB.

2008-10-27T17:28:00.002+08:00

SOB.

My other blog spoil.
My handphone spoil.
My handphone charger spoil.
My shoe spoil.
How many more things of mine must die?
SOB. SOB. SOB.
Sad. Dun like this.
It must be the falut of the jinx.
The horrid white rat who likes poor, poor miie.
SOB. SOB. SOB.
gtg slp nw.
its 0228am in the morning.
feeling sleepy.
so many poeple going offline.
Nw alrey holidays.
Sad. some ppl not holiday.
tml public holiday.
DEEPAVALI. People, have a good rest tml!!

xoxo,
GILLIAN:]

I HATE THAT FUCKER!! I LIKE THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE..

2008-10-22T09:47:00.002+08:00

I HATE THAT FUCKER!! I LIKE THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE..

WHY ME!! WHY ME!!
IT COULDN'T BE HER, IT COULDN'T BE YOU, IT HAD TO BE ME, POOR, POOR ME..

A stupid person, told me something that person shouldn't have. I didn't want to know. I wish i hadn't knew. It's all that person's fault!! If that person never told me, i wouldn't be in this situation. This must being doing of that person!! I've been getting bad luck after knowing this. I got sick, my handphone spoil, my handphone charger spoil and my blog spoil. What an atrocious, horrid white rat, that person.

WORST of all, the PERSON'S in my CELL.

So mushy, so irritating and keeps on asking stupid questions i dun wana answer!! A peice of shit!! Good for nothing!! One more time that person asks, im gona scold that person like hell with all the vulgar words coming out of my mouth!! If not im gona hit that person straight and hard.

i think i like someone. Not that person who irks me. That special someone is very special in that someone way. A very great person to me. Encouragement given and gives great advice. Im still not sure though.. I want to know what i truely want!! Went out with that special someone, long ago, having lots of fun. Sent me home and bade goodbye. Note, i might be lesbian. I never said that the special someone was a guy, it could be a girl too.
Cuz i kissed a girl,.. and i liked it..

For more information on this, come look for me, i might be able to reveal this special someone and the horrid white rat to you. But, it'll depend on the impression you left for me. I dun know.. Just hope you're not the horrid kind i hate, like that horrid white rat.

Only want you for myself,
GILLIAN.

P.S: I HATE THAT FUCKER!! I LIKE TT SPECIAL SOMEONE..

STUPID NG KJ!!

2008-09-22T15:54:00.002+08:00

STUPID NG KJ!!

ARGH!!
irritating fucker mr.ng kai jun!
take my hp today again. make me stay in school till 4-5pm sth just to collect. somemore later still have to wait for abt two weeks den can get bk my battery! nenaohia la!
kanena! kennasai! he like to collect phone rite.... go work in the hp shop la! stll work in a school for wat.
just nw smsing PEOPLE den tt fucker go take my phone. haiya! someone give me a fork la! i need two hor. i want to use the forks to plunge it into his eyeballs and pull them out! Go to hell man!
aonther thing, who gave him the right to call my name! i have the right not to answer him!
Is my hp lehs. like wat's his prob la! want to yue my friend to study together for the upcoming exams next week los. stupid one lehs. nw have to use the lao ya phone liao la. still maust wrap the battery in paper and plastic den give me the phone and the other stuff only!
Stupid la. they dun noe outside can buy battery meh?! haiz!
somemore ytd i talking and smsing my friend when at wedding dinner den xue ying and shi ya keep disturbing me! talk on he phone they oso must follow me, den keep shouting: '' gillian love you, gillian love you......''. like wat the hell los. somemore ytd i had to wear dress los.
irritating la.
my unknown (to readers) friend oso know i wear dress,
den say: '' wah dress..
i want to see you in your dress!
i ask why want to see me in a dress?
den the unknown (to readers) friend say: '' girls wear dress nice ma. ''
pls los. although we know each other like friend friend, i got say i girl meh? (erm, i just didn't say the sentence in his face, but he knows la, just a joke.) he irritating los! sick liao still eat unhealthy food. is oily food somemore lehs. but at least he knows i care for him and thinks im funny, weird for a guy to say tt la. (to me) showing the person a pic of me in a dress when we meet up. but not to be exposed i think. need to see how first la. maybe will put on friendster or facebook. Readers, MAYBE only hor. dun come to me and ask y i nvr put the pic on friendster or facebook hor.
Slap you den you noe ah.

P.S. It's our secret. Tell and you'll die in the clutches of my hands. Muahahahaha^^

smile! oso must laugh hor. its good for your cheek muscles. anyways, its oso my fave thing to do, besides acting retarded. hehe^^ dun forget to smile for me. oh yea. i oso want you ppl out there to SHINE FOE JESUS!

~Gillian~

I WANT MY PRIVACY!!

2008-09-06T10:26:00.002+08:00

I WANT MY PRIVACY!!

Argh!!! my holidays are almost over!!!
No!!!
i dun wanna go bk to skool!!!
anyways, no one wants to,... like who would want to?
today, celebrating the stupid boy's birthday nw.
this displeases me.
its torture.
OMG! will die die due to eating the cake?!
ARGH!
i still one to go to cgm tmr and service on sun lehs!
NO!!! dun wan tt!
yea!
tmr got bbq!
need to bring 2 lighters!
checked!
well,... not really sure if i'll get it by today.
haiz.
if not,...
i will have to infom pei lin to get it on time for cgm and the bbq.
before afternoon.
which i think will be a big problem cuz i dun think tt i will be awake in the morning yet sia. how?!
haiz. see la!!!
nw cannot write my diary le la.
anyways,... its in a diskette i save my entries in and hide my diskette somewhere very safe.
ppl should learn to respect others' privacy!
like my sis parents!!!!!
they have no respect to me at all!
tts y im not really so called very close to them.
all tt is either forced to do it, or, wat they call, acting, faking, not real!
it isn't fun you noe.
ppl i hate this life!
no one wants to have a life like this.
try it for yourelf and see how you feel.
its horrible!
haiz.
hmm,.... i think i just broke my record again.
tt day,... i slept at 5am and woke up at two in the afternoon.
erm,.... wait.
no, i haven't broken my record yet.
a few years bk,.... i had to help my parents sell the chinese new year goodies fm my parents' company.
me and my cousins were there too.
we finish selling everthing in the morning.
we reached hm at ard 7am i guess.
den i slept and woke up at 4pm.
i could have slept more, but my mom insisted tt i wake up so i was irritated by tt behaiviour.
i hate it, i tell you. i hate it.
it isn't polite. at least tts wat i think , aka, my opinion.
i needed my rest!!!
not fun la.
seriously ppl,.... its not fun.
i hope tt there are at least some ppl in the world tt are like me?!
i dun think i am the only one though.

~kimchi☂~

IM WEIRD. LOL.

2008-09-02T18:15:00.002+08:00

IM WEIRD. LOL.

Erm,.....
WoW!!!
there's so much clash this week!!!!
today is erm,... tuesday and there's nth on but tmr,.....
i have ballet, at the same time there's prayer meetin which i cant go.
on thursday,..... i have erm,.... modern dance( cca) + photo taking during cca time(cca photo).
haiz.
again cannot go for prayer meeting.
on friday,.....
its the worst.
its my brother's birthday.
haiz.
wan to g oso cannot los.
erm,....
bad hair day today.
i look like lao zhar bo nw.
haiz.
why nobody to chat with online de....
haiz.
boring.
haiz.
i love MCFLY!!!
they rock!!!^^

MCFLY songs i love:
all about you
the heart never lies
sorry is not good enough
ultraviolet
umbrella(p.s: not rihana's umbrella hor...)
hehe^^

ppl!
must listen if you haven hor.
the songs really very very nice los.
hehe^^
if got any nice songs to jie shao hor.
ppl leave me tag hor den can put your email or blog sites k???
hehe^^
i love to laugh. don't you?!
hehe^^
hahaha^^
time for another goodbye.
haha^^
buhbye!!!

xoxo,
IM WEIRD. LOL.

Gay and lesbian say stupid stuff abt me..

2008-08-26T09:42:00.002+08:00

Gay and lesbian say stupid stuff abt me..

haha.
actually got not much to say though, but im just really happy.
haha.
haiz.
just finish a maths project, den nw got another georgraphy project.
haiz.
nw oso currently doing an english podcast thing.
haiz.
GLY! you good for nth gay!
keep saying i like ppl hor,
stupid la you!
i eat you la!

~kimchi~

Time pasts quickly with them standing by me:]

2008-08-25T15:09:00.002+08:00

Time pasts quickly with them standing by me:]

Yea!
the weekend's finally here!
haha.
pon school again today.
didn't want to wake up.
hehe^^
teacher's day celebration.
had to do some kinda stupid dance.
so glad i didn't go.
i was so sleepy last night i slept at 1045.
so early hor....
i woke up at 11.
hehe^^
hahaha.
somemore still got 1 week holiday lehs.
hehe.
so happy.
can't wait for cgm tmr and service on sun.
hehe^^
Hmmm,....
i've been in city harverst for about 6 mths nw.
So long, but feels so fast with them by me side:]
hehe^^
Ookie ppl, buhbye.
hehe^^

love yah,
kimchi.

Forgave and forgotten.

2008-08-19T14:43:00.003+08:00

Forgave and forgotten.

stupid kor kor.
say i rude.
i rude meh? Yea la, stm..
say wat talking or looking at me makes him think im rude.
like wat the fuck la!
haiz.
i forgave and forgotten le.
must do tt.
cannot always be angry with ppl..

MEOW!!
WOOF!!

xoxo,
GILLIAN:]

YUCK!! Im in pain:(

2008-08-08T22:59:00.003+08:00

YUCK!! Im in pain:(

Argh!!!!!
my toe bleeds!
no thx to the point shoes.
im in pain!
wahlao.
even water touch oso will sting.
haiz.
i hate thoses shoes!
haiz.
i love tmr!
no cathechism!
yea!
can go for cgm le!!!!
happy, happy!
hehe....
we playing badminton & tennis tmr, i think. hehe.
but i oso dun noe how to play, only abit.
but hu cares?
im juz gonna watch them, i guess, i might play.
hehe.
nw juz need to concentrate on healing!
hehe.
but i really need time la.
on wed two layers of my skin came out and eewwww...
today, for the first time in my ballet history, i bleed. sob.
Ookie.
buhbye.
muacks.

love always,
kimchi; i♥my boyfrie...